I get annoyed when people greets their "monthsary" through facebook status. Some are cute and some aren't. Theres this girl, a friend of my sister, shes been with her partner since they were in high school. They are happily married now and seorang baby. So this one time kan, she posted on her status, happy 148th monthsary which i find it so cute! its okay when its like that, you know.
On the other hand, its pretty much annoying yang segala sebulan ke lapan bulan pun kan di greet in facebook ani bah. kalau dapat, just keep it to among you both wah. jangan tah kan di post it. kalau di simpan arah status atu, kan menunjukkan kamu new born lovers and cinta kamu masih mengembang kah tu ertinya? haha.
Facebook status ani buat orang jadi jahat wah! buat orang membuat banyak dosa. theres this other girl, she even posted it her problems with her boy friend. Rasa kan ku cucuk-cucuk bah perempuan atu, kan ku kasi tahu ia jangan macam atu wah!!!!!!!! awu pulang, boy friend nya yang suka cari kelahi, suka other girls or whatever. ARGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
For the first time in my life, I feel like i'm in university now. For foundation, we were divided into groups to do our final projects. To be honest, i've never like my group when i was in semester one. Theres always some kind of dispute and dramas going on. I hate it! Although, i had no choice for this semester i still end up with the same people. YOU WANNA KNOW WHY? curtin are mostly conquer by the malaysian chinese. they don't mingle with you unless you're a chinese! IM AN INTERNATIONAL STUDENT. i feel no other but an outcast. this is one of the reasons why i wanna move to another university for my degree. I certainly feel not welcome there but of course, the main reason why i didn't wanna continue my degree is because of the double major.
TIPS : If you really wanna go to curtin in miri, make sure you can speak chinese! no kidding.
Oh yes, as i was saying..
For accounting, i'm in this fast-track student's group. OHHH MYYY!!!!! He's brilliant. We do things together. He lead the people in the group and give out task, explain one by one. give us ideas and example how to do it. He is a very good leader! Gilaaa man, i'm so impressed with this whole university thing.
So we had our major accounting presentation early this morning. Our product is Spritzer (it's a brand of water and this brand ada other jenis laa. not just water). Each group, only one person present so ours is our leader lah ah. When he introduced the product, two of my friends serve our lecturer and other fella' classmates. it was so awesome! Mr Lee was smiling when my leader presented because earlier he wasn't even paying attention. He was scrambling whatever lah. That was the BEST presentation ever.
Despite all that, saw my accounting mid-term exam before the class began. it was a huge disappointment. It was hard for me and i have to admit, i didn't put a full effort into it. I didn't have an accounting background which makes it even worse. I'm struggling especially with accounting and economics. or maybe its just a mind set? because even before the semester start, i knew somehow, i'll struggle. Okay, not just my accounting mid-term was out. My effective communication skills internal marks are also out. it was 40/60. I'm not satisfy with the outcome. Something should have gone better. I just realized that i hate presentation!!! I used to LOVE it but now, i don't know whats wrong with me. Everything has been all over the places.
I need to fix things right. Busy weeks starting. Hopefully i can do this. thats all for now. goodnight.
Recently, I went out with my old classmates back in few different school ( a little info : i went to 9 different kinds of school in my whole life). I found out that only 1 got a scholarship to no other than UK, 3 went to UBD/ITB/UNISSA and others, some are married with few kids and some are working as a soldier, police, sales assistant. only less than 10 people succeed. aku macam rasa sedih bah knowing these people especially those who stayed at home do nothing. back then, some did really well in their studies. what exactly is happening?
Brunei is an islamic country, educate these people about sex esp young generation. Don't just tell them its dosa and wrong but tell them the consequences. I remember my teacher back in my old school, malu mahu cakap pasal all this vagina and penis. She told us to read our own. Allah sudah ciptakan kita dengan lengkap so educate this kids, dear teachers.
Brunei education systems are mostly based on exam. no practical and no activities. When i was a kid, i don't understand why on earth do we have to study? Parents and teachers used to tell us to earn more money or to get a better job. what happen to our amalan menuntut ilmu? is it that hard to tell the young generation that menuntut ilmu adalah kewajiban setiap orang islam. explain to them...
Dear Ministry of education in Brunei, give us more options to gain knowledge or to study..
Young mothers (age 16+) usually drop out when they know they're pregnant. give them the opportunity to study so that they could teaches their children. Class malam isn't helping sometimes, give them other options. Those who can't go through their o'levels, please give them options. Not everybody could handle or manage to gone through a'levels. a'levels is hard for some people. not everybody could do it. requirements to go to MTSSR, sekolah perdagangan, nursing or teaching are too high for some people. what about the one who passes the malay medium such as Bahasa Melayu, IRK and Art? Some have the quality to be on top but there is no opportunity because everything is based on exams. I really hope someone who has the authority to change, read this blog.
AZIEMAH ISMAWI