Bermanis Bersama Munab Berpait Bersama Paid

Munab is back!!!

2011-10-24T23:39:00.000-07:00

I look around my room and asked myself, what is not enough?

more than 50 clothes, more than 20 bags, more than 30 shoes, 12 perfumes, 4 deodorants, more than 15 books.

I JUST LOVE IT ALL!!!

wasting much? spoil much?

I get what i want all the time and i NEED to STOP wasting..

the last bag and shoes that i bought was puasa so this is a good start.

A lot have been going on for me. I was scared, paranoid, annoyed, pissed and angry most of every night but alhamdulilah, things has change now.

I guess this is it! The beginning of a new chapter.

Bismillahirahmanirahim..

I wanna try something new, any suggestions?

Asked a good friend of mine this question earlier, he went "you're in university now, try ganja lah". I wanted to change for better, di suruhnya beganja tia pulang.

Anyways, I am no longer in Curtin University of Technology, Sarawak.

Alhamdulilah, a year doing my foundation is WORTH IT than doing 2 years of A'levels.

I am well prepared doing my degree now, aku jadi pandai lah sudah.

*nyaman kan hati*

Kadang-kadang scary oh suara si nicki minaj ani? kamu inda ke-scary-an kah?

yang suaranya macam boy atu, di race-nya bah suaranya.

ohh! i am no longer available in Facebook and slowly, twitter too so if you're looking for me, please whatsapp me or write something here!

email me : aziemahismawi@live.com

hehe. what are the chances of people reading this blog anyway?

if you're reading, HELLO READERS!!! Assalamualaikum..

miss me?

ill bet the person whos reading this becakap "siapa kan ni bini-bini ani?"

Insyallah, ill start blogging from today onwards kalau aku ingat password ku lah.

annoying jua auto-correction any eh!!!!

balik-balik ia tukar apa ku cakap.

macam jadi madam tia, sasak jua kau tu? inda?

Its Asar, selamat bersolat.

kthxbye.

Assalamualaikum kamu =D

4 wives

2011-10-11T20:46:00.001-07:00

There was a rich merchant who had 4 wives. He loved the 4th wife the most and adorned her with rich robes and treated her to delicacies. He took great care of her and gave her nothing but the best.

He also loved the 3rd wife very much. He's very proud of her and always wanted to show off her to his friends. However, the merchant is always in great fear that she might run away with some other men.

He too, loved his 2nd wife. She is a very considerate person, always patient and in fact is the merchant's confidante. Whenever the merchant faced some problems, he always turned to his 2nd wife and she would always help him out and tide him through difficult times.

Now, the merchant's 1st wife is a very loyal partner and has made great contributions in maintaining his wealth and business as well as taking care of the household. However, the merchant did not love the first wife and although she loved him deeply, he hardly took notice of her.

One day, the merchant fell ill. Before long, hOne day, the merchant fell ill. Before long, he knew that he was going to die soon. He thought of his luxurious life and told himself, "Now I have 4 wives with me. But when I die, I'll be alone. How lonely I'll be!"

Thus, he asked the 4th wife, "I loved you most, endowed you with the finest clothing and showered great care over you. Now that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?" "No way!" replied the 4th wife and she walked away without another word.

The answer cut like a sharp knife right into the merchant's heart. The sad merchant then asked the 3rd wife, "I have loved you so much for all my life. Now that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?" "No!" replied the 3rd wife. "Life is so good over here! I'm going to remarry when you die!" The merchant's heart sank and turned cold.He then asked the 2nd wife, "I always turned to you for help and you've always helped me out. Now I need your help again. When I die, will you follow me and keep me company?" "I'm sorry, I can't help you out this time!" replied the 2nd wife. "At the very most, I can only send you to your grave." The answer came like a bolt of thunder and the merchant was devastated.

Then a voice called out : "I'll leave with you. I'll follow you no matter where you go." The merchant looked up and there was his first wife. She was so skinny, almost like she suffered from malnutrition. Greatly grieved, the merchant said, "I should have taken much better care of you while I could have !"Actually, we all have 4 wives in our lives

a. The 4th wife is our body. No matter how much time and effort we lavish in making it look good, it'll leave us when we die.

b. Our 3rd wife ? Our possessions, status and wealth. When we die, they all go to others.

c. The 2nd wife is our family and friends. No matter how close they had been there for us when we're alive, the furthest they can stay by us is up to the grave.

d. The 1st wife is in fact our soul, often neglected in our pursuit of material, wealth and sensual pleasure.

Which one are you?

2011-10-11T20:23:00.000-07:00

The most destructive habit………………….Worry

The greatest Joy………………………….Giving

The greatest loss…………….Loss of self-respect

The most satisfying work……………Helping others

The ugliest personality trait………….Selfishness

The most endangered species………Dedicated leaders

Our greatest natural resource……………Our youth

The greatest “shot in the arm”……….Encouragement

The greatest problem to overcome……………..Fear

The most effective sleeping pill……..Peace of mind

The most crippling failure disease…………Excuses

The most powerful force in life………………Love

The most dangerous pariah………………A gossiper

The world’s most incredible computer……..The brain

The worst thing to be without………………. Hope

The deadliest weapon…………………..The tongue

The two most power-filled words……………”I Can”

The greatest asset…………………………Faith

The most worthless emotion………………Self-pity

The most beautiful attire………………….SMILE!

The most prized possession…………….Integrity

The most powerful channel of communication…..Prayer

The most contagious spirit……………..Enthusiasm

The most important thing in life………………ALLAH

10 year old boy (True Story)

2011-10-05T04:23:00.000-07:00

There was once a man who was an enemy to Islam. He had three famous questions that no person could answer. No Islamic scholar in Baghdad could answer his three questions...thus he made fun of Islam in public. He constantly ridiculed Islam and the Muslims. One day a small boy, who`s age was 10, came along and heard the man yelling and screaming at Muslims in the street.

He was challenging people openly to answer the three questions.

The boy stood quietly and watched. He then decided that he would challenge the man. He walked up and told the man, "I will accept your challenge".

The man laughed at the boy and ridiculed the Muslims even more by saying, "A ten year old boy challenges me. Is this all you people have to offer!"

But the boy patiently reiterated his stance. He would challenge the man, and with Allah`s help and guidance, he would put this to an end. The man finally accepted.

The entire city gathered around a small "hill" where open addresses were usually made. The man climbed to the top, and in a loud voice asked his first question.

"What is your God doing right now?"

The small boy thought for a little while and then told the man to climb down the hill and to allow him to go up in order to address the question.

The man says "What? You want me to come down?"

The boy says, "Yes. I need to reply, right?"

The man made his way down and the small boy, age 10, with his little feet made his way up.

This small child`s reply was "Oh Allah Almighty! You be my witness in front of all these people. You have just willed that a Kafir be brought down to a low level, and that a Muslim be brought to a high level!"

The crowd cheered and screamed "Takbir"...."Allah-hu-akbar!!!"

The man was humiliated, but he boldly asked his Second question... "What existed before your God?"

The small child thought and thought.

Then he asked the man to count backwards. "Count from 10 backwards."

The man counted..."10, 9 ,8 , 7 , 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1,0"

The boy asked, "What comes before 0 ?"

The man: "I don`t know...nothing."

The boy: "Exactly. Nothing was before Allah, for He is eternal and absolute."

The crowd cheered again...."Takbir!"...."Allah-hu-akbar!!!!"

The man, now completely frustrated, asked his final question. "In which direction is your Allah facing?"

The boy thought and thought.

He then asked for a candle. A candle was brought to him. The blessed child handed it to the man and asked him to light it.

The man did so and remarked, "What is this supposed to prove?"

The young boy asked, "In which direction is light from the candle going?"

The man responded, "It is going in all directions."

The boy: "You have answered your own question. Allah`s light (noor) goes in all directions. He is everywhere. There is no where that He cannot be found.

"The crowd cheered again...."Takbir!"...."Allah-hu-akbar!!!"

The man was so impressed and so moved by the boy`s knowledge and spirituality, that he embraced Islam and became a student of the young boy.

So ended the debate.

Who was the young boy?

The young boy was one of our leaders and one of the greatest scholars, Imam Abu Hanifa (May Allah bless him).

Marriage

2011-09-30T23:04:00.000-07:00

Once there was a very handsome, pious, well educated young man, whose parents emphasized for him to get married. they had seen so many marriage proposals, and he had turned them all down. The parents thought it was becoming a little ridiculous or suspected that he may have someone else in mind.

However every time the parents left the girls house, the young man would always say “she’s not the one!”

The young man only wanted a girl who was religious and practicing, however one evening his mother arranged for him, to meet a girl, who was religious, and practicing.

On that evening, the young man, and girl, were left to talk, and ask each other questions. (As one would expect).

The young man, being a gentleman that he was allowed, the lady to ask first.

The young girl asked the young man so many questions, she asked about his life, hiseducation, his friends, his family, his habits, his hobbies, his lifestyle, his enjoyment, his pastime, his experiences, his shoe size..

The young man replied to all of her questions, without tiring, and politely, with a smile the young girl took up nearly all of the time, over an hour, and felt bad, and asked the young man do you have any questions?

The young man said, it’s ok. I only have 3 questions…

The young girl thought, wow, only 3 questions okay, shoot.

The young man’s first question was, who do you love the most in the world, someone whose love nothing would ever overcome?

She said, this is an easy question; my mother, he smiled second question, he asked, you said that you read a lot of qur’an, could you tell me which surahs you know the meaning of?

Hearing this she went red and embarrassed and said, I do not know the meaning of any yet, but I am hoping to soon Insha’allah I’ve just been a bit busy. The third question the young man asked, was I have been approached for my hand in marriage, by girls that are a lot more prettier than you, why should I marry you?

Hearing this, the young girl was outraged, she stormed off to her parents with fury, and said I do not want to marry this man he is insulting my beauty, and intelligence. And the young man and his parents were once again, left without an agreement of marriage.

This time, the young man’s parents were really angry, and said what did you do to anger that girl, the family were so nice, and pleasant, and they were religious like you wanted. What did you ask the girl?? Tell us!

The young man said, firstly I asked her, and who do you love the most? She said, her mother,

The parents said so, what is wrong with that??

The young man said, “no one, is Muslim, until he loves Allah, and his messenger (saw) more than anyone else in the world”

If a woman loves Allah and the Prophet (SAW) more than anyone, she will love me and respect me, and stay faithful to me, because of that love, and fear for Allah (SWT) and we can share this love, because this love is greater than lust for beauty.

The young man said, then I asked, you read a lot of Qur’an, can you tell me the meaning of any Surah?

And she said no, because I haven’t had time yet. so I thought of that hadith “ALL humans, are dead except for those who have knowledge” She has lived 20 years and not foundANY time, to seek knowledge, why would I marry a woman, who does not know her rights, and responsibilities, and what will she teach my children, except how to be negligent, because the woman IS the madrasa (school) and the best of teachers. And a woman who has no time for Allah, will not have time for her husband.

The third question I asked her was, that a lot of girls, more prettier than her, had approached me for marriage, why should I choose you?

That is why she stormed off, getting angry. The young man’s parents said that is a horrible thing to say, whywould you do such a thing, we are going back there to apologise. The young man said I said this on purpose, to test whether she could control her anger.

The Prophet (saw) said “do not get angry, do not get angry, do not get angry” when asked how to become pious; because anger is from Satan.

If a woman cannot control her anger with a stranger she has just met,do you think she will be able to control it with her husband??

So, the moral of this story is, a marriage is based on:

Knowledge, not looks,
Practice, not preaching,
Forgiveness, not anger,
Spiritual love, not lust.
and Compromise

One should look for a person who :

Has knowledge of the Eden, and can act upon it.
Has love for Allah (swt) and the messenger (saw)
can control their anger
and willing to compromise.

And it goes both ways, so women seeking a man, should look for the same things.

Insha’allah, may Allah make every marriage a success, and let us create Love for Allah and his Messenger(SAW) so that Allah can bless us, and create love in our lives.

There is no better structure founded in Islam other than marriage. – The Prophet of Islam (SAW)

Allahu Akbar!

2011-03-28T17:49:00.000-07:00

Life is tough and scary. No one ever teaches you how to live your life until you lived your life. Every week, i watch grey's anatomy and private practice to make me strong, to hold on and knowing theres other people fighting their own life just to live. Consider myself minor. Why is it so hard to for me to believe what i've just gone through? is it because i'm facing it alone? but i wasn't alone, Allah is with me. The one who knows me better than myself. I am closer to Allah.

Allah, please give me strength..

My indian friends in curtin

2011-01-09T20:01:00.000-08:00

Few months ago, back in curtin..

This is the story of two weirdos whom i misses so much!

NYANA YANGGA SREE EDDY

I hung this photo in my room with other pictures

So one day, sree came to my room and saw this picture on my wall.

Sree : ahh ziemah, so this is how your sultan looks like.

KANEGES SUARV HARIZ

She was planning to go to Brunei so she googled some interesting places that she was planning to visit lah.

Kane with her iski face : ziemah, when we go to Brunei, can we go to Bandar Seri Begawan?

HAHAHAHAHA. you just have to love this two!

The story of polygamous couple

2010-11-01T01:28:00.000-07:00

What if you're in her shoe? Heaven is waiting for you!!! I'm impressed, she is such a strong woman. Allah will always be with you.

Syurga adalah di tapak kaki suami mu.

Facebook status

2010-10-31T09:35:00.000-07:00

I get annoyed when people greets their "monthsary" through facebook status. Some are cute and some aren't. Theres this girl, a friend of my sister, shes been with her partner since they were in high school. They are happily married now and seorang baby. So this one time kan, she posted on her status, happy 148th monthsary which i find it so cute! its okay when its like that, you know.

On the other hand, its pretty much annoying yang segala sebulan ke lapan bulan pun kan di greet in facebook ani bah. kalau dapat, just keep it to among you both wah. jangan tah kan di post it. kalau di simpan arah status atu, kan menunjukkan kamu new born lovers and cinta kamu masih mengembang kah tu ertinya? haha.

Facebook status ani buat orang jadi jahat wah! buat orang membuat banyak dosa. theres this other girl, she even posted it her problems with her boy friend. Rasa kan ku cucuk-cucuk bah perempuan atu, kan ku kasi tahu ia jangan macam atu wah!!!!!!!! awu pulang, boy friend nya yang suka cari kelahi, suka other girls or whatever. ARGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

Accounting Major Presentation

2010-10-22T09:14:00.000-07:00

For the first time in my life, I feel like i'm in university now. For foundation, we were divided into groups to do our final projects. To be honest, i've never like my group when i was in semester one. Theres always some kind of dispute and dramas going on. I hate it! Although, i had no choice for this semester i still end up with the same people. YOU WANNA KNOW WHY? curtin are mostly conquer by the malaysian chinese. they don't mingle with you unless you're a chinese! IM AN INTERNATIONAL STUDENT. i feel no other but an outcast. this is one of the reasons why i wanna move to another university for my degree. I certainly feel not welcome there but of course, the main reason why i didn't wanna continue my degree is because of the double major.

TIPS : If you really wanna go to curtin in miri, make sure you can speak chinese! no kidding.

Oh yes, as i was saying..

For accounting, i'm in this fast-track student's group. OHHH MYYY!!!!! He's brilliant. We do things together. He lead the people in the group and give out task, explain one by one. give us ideas and example how to do it. He is a very good leader! Gilaaa man, i'm so impressed with this whole university thing.

So we had our major accounting presentation early this morning. Our product is Spritzer (it's a brand of water and this brand ada other jenis laa. not just water). Each group, only one person present so ours is our leader lah ah. When he introduced the product, two of my friends serve our lecturer and other fella' classmates. it was so awesome! Mr Lee was smiling when my leader presented because earlier he wasn't even paying attention. He was scrambling whatever lah. That was the BEST presentation ever.

Despite all that, saw my accounting mid-term exam before the class began. it was a huge disappointment. It was hard for me and i have to admit, i didn't put a full effort into it. I didn't have an accounting background which makes it even worse. I'm struggling especially with accounting and economics. or maybe its just a mind set? because even before the semester start, i knew somehow, i'll struggle. Okay, not just my accounting mid-term was out. My effective communication skills internal marks are also out. it was 40/60. I'm not satisfy with the outcome. Something should have gone better. I just realized that i hate presentation!!! I used to LOVE it but now, i don't know whats wrong with me. Everything has been all over the places.

I need to fix things right. Busy weeks starting. Hopefully i can do this. thats all for now. goodnight.

Educate them!

2010-10-17T22:18:00.001-07:00

Recently, I went out with my old classmates back in few different school ( a little info : i went to 9 different kinds of school in my whole life). I found out that only 1 got a scholarship to no other than UK, 3 went to UBD/ITB/UNISSA and others, some are married with few kids and some are working as a soldier, police, sales assistant. only less than 10 people succeed. aku macam rasa sedih bah knowing these people especially those who stayed at home do nothing. back then, some did really well in their studies. what exactly is happening?

Brunei is an islamic country, educate these people about sex esp young generation. Don't just tell them its dosa and wrong but tell them the consequences. I remember my teacher back in my old school, malu mahu cakap pasal all this vagina and penis. She told us to read our own. Allah sudah ciptakan kita dengan lengkap so educate this kids, dear teachers.

Brunei education systems are mostly based on exam. no practical and no activities. When i was a kid, i don't understand why on earth do we have to study? Parents and teachers used to tell us to earn more money or to get a better job. what happen to our amalan menuntut ilmu? is it that hard to tell the young generation that menuntut ilmu adalah kewajiban setiap orang islam. explain to them...

Dear Ministry of education in Brunei, give us more options to gain knowledge or to study..

Young mothers (age 16+) usually drop out when they know they're pregnant. give them the opportunity to study so that they could teaches their children. Class malam isn't helping sometimes, give them other options. Those who can't go through their o'levels, please give them options. Not everybody could handle or manage to gone through a'levels. a'levels is hard for some people. not everybody could do it. requirements to go to MTSSR, sekolah perdagangan, nursing or teaching are too high for some people. what about the one who passes the malay medium such as Bahasa Melayu, IRK and Art? Some have the quality to be on top but there is no opportunity because everything is based on exams. I really hope someone who has the authority to change, read this blog.

Alone

2010-10-16T07:17:00.000-07:00

When you always have someone to cling to, be careful! I'm not saying its a crime. It isn't. When things aren't going what you expected and stab you in the inside, of course, its not the end of the world but it really hurts. what i'm trying to say is prepare yourself to be in a worse situation. Some people will be there for you but everything isn't enough and something gone missing, you'll just have to find the big hole. I know this doesn't make sense at all but this is for special someone who gone through thick and thin. When the darkness stop, the shine will definitely bright you up and the cycle goes on and on but then again, whats life without obstacles?

Can't wait

2010-10-03T03:15:00.001-07:00

I hate the feeling of going back to miri every weekend although i do know that i'll be going back the following week. i like it here but i can't wait to get out from this place. I hate it when i go back seeing all my friends stuff all over my part. You know when you're tired and kalau kamu balik kamu mahu liat something bisai or atleast before kamu leave, macam atu usulnya kalau kamu balik. Another reason why i hate it here, maybe its because i don't have friends. i do but entah ah. they do bring me out but aku inda suka bejalan sini. i dont know why. November, come to end already. Sedih ku sini ani eh. Oh well, its only a month plus to go... can't wait!

Why do we read Al-Quran, even if we can't understand a single Arabic word?

2010-08-25T23:18:00.000-07:00

Found on the interwebs.

Why do we read Quran, even if we can’t understand a single Arabic word???? This is a beautiful story.

An old American Muslim lived on a farm in the mountains of eastern Kentucky with his young grandson. Each morning Grandpa was up early sitting at the kitchen table reading his Quran. His grandson wanted to be just like him and tried to imitate him in every way he could.
One day the grandson asked, “Grandpa! I try to read the Quran just like you but I don’t understand it, and what I do understand I forget as soon as I close the book. What good does reading the Qur’an do?”
The Grandfather quietly turned from putting coal in the stove and replied, “Take this coal basket down to the river and bring me back a basket of water.
The boy did as he was told, but all the water leaked out before he got back to the house. The grandfather laughed and said, “You’ll have to move a little faster next time,” and sent him back to the river with the basket to try again. This time the boy ran faster, but again the basket was empty before he returned home. Out of breath, he told his grandfather that it was impossible to carry water in a basket, and he went to get a bucket instead.
The old man said, “I don’t want a bucket of water; I want a basket of water. You’re just aganot trying hard enough,” and he went out the door to watch the boy try in.

At this point, the boy knew it was impossible, but he wanted to show his grandfather that even if he ran as fast as he could, the water would leak out before he got back to the house. The boy again dipped the basket into river and ran hard, but when he reached his grandfather the basket was again empty. Out of breath, he said, “See Grandpa, it’s useless!”
“So you think it is useless?” The old man said, “Look at the basket.”

The boy looked at the basket and for the first time realized that the basket was different. It had been transformed from a dirty old coal basket and was now clean, inside and out.
Son, that’s what happens when you read the Qur’an. You might not understand or remember everything, but when you read it, you will be changed, inside and out. That is the work of Allah in our lives.”

Big like your nose

2010-07-04T23:58:00.000-07:00

Mahu two weeks sudah aku cuti ni tapi belum ada yang aku mahu buat.
What can i do that does not require money? aku kapih sudah mahu jalan..
Dulu masa aku sibok buat assignment apa di sini, macam-macam orang bawa aku jalan.
sudah aku cuti ani, satu orang pun payah-payah mahu bawa aku jalan.
So far, cuti ku boring berabis. inda ada apa aku mahu buat.
I did try something new for the past two weeks ani.

Masa atu aku masak ayam, got it from the internet sekalinya inda nyaman.
It taste ......................... CONFUSED!!!!
ada rasa masam, manis, ginger. entah cali lah pokoknya.
right after my eldest take a bite, ya terus ketawa pasal rasanya cali.
so masak FAILED.
The day before, aku masak macroni nyaman pulang tapi dagingnya abit karas pasal aku terus masukkan dari freezer atu kali. hmm.. aku inda mahu masak lagi lah.
sakit hati ku sudah masak di sini tapi kalau aku masak in my apartment where i studied, nyaman pun aku masak. or maybe pasal terlalu banyak makanan nyaman di rumah and di sana makanan limited atu kali jua ah.

I think thats the only new thing that i tried so far. hahaha.
aku mahu coba tanam something. apa bisai di tanam?
pokok durian? bunga? bunga apa? mahu menjadi kan tu?
lately hujan and kuat angin saja so i don't think aku punya bunga menjadi.
or maybe, aku ternak ayam di depan rumah ku?
tanah lapang, apa peduli..

Should I organize something yang mengeratkan silaturrahim bersama saudara-mara
such as board games night, karoke night or movie marathon.
we have giant big screen but then my parents are off to hingland to visit my second sister on thursday so i don't think thats appropriate cos the thing about those nights, we have to have FOODS. whos gonna beli barang and masak? i won't mind masak if you wanna try my ayam masakan confuse and cali. hahaha. ok fine! my maid can do the cooking and the cleaning.
But then i wanna try something new bah, boleh kah? any suggestion?
I wanna organize something that doesn't require MY money. i repeat, MY MONEY.
I wouldn't mind kalau ada pokok duit di belakang rumah ku or a walking bank. hehe. that would be awesome!!!! a walking bank. for example, aku mahu basikal eh.. a walking bank would come to you and pay for you. that would be WOW!!! but then thats impossible.
everybody wanna marry to that walking bank.

Should I seek for a job for a month? But then aku pulang ke tanah air untuk rehat bah.
atleast aku apat duit and gain experience kalau kerja.
OR OR OR...
Volunteer something, charity? babysitting kids? tapi kalau babysitting, aku inda mahu cuci jubur. malu aku mahu cuci jubur orang. what can i do for a month??? LIKE SERIOUSLY..
coba tah sekolah masa ani nanti sudah puasa atau hari raya baru lah cuti satu bulan.
coba tah bepikir admin di campus atu, pikirnya negeri atu ada 4 seasons kan di buatnya macam atu. huhuhuh. mental. sudah sekolah, mau cuti. sudah cuti mahu sekolah.
macam mana kan tu ah? gerigitan jua ku eh.

Siapa mahu belajar membaca arah aku? aku mahu eh! mengajar orang membaca macam siuukkk. plus i don't mind teaching. one class $25 for 1 hour 30 mins, its a walk in session. haha.
macam ke gym saja kan di suruhnya walk-in ah.
banyak jua angan-angan ani eh. boleh kah di buat ani???

APA YANG BOLEH AKU BUAT FOR A MONTH ANI????
phishing mahu ku. fishing inda ku mahu. huhuh.
kalau fishing karang, dapat taie lagi mcm once upon a time aku fishing. hahaha.
sasakku eh. aku cuti weekend, bilang orang rabuti aku mahu bawa jalan (essehh!!! macam famous saja.. hahahah.. mihiirrr) sudah ku di sini satu bulan, nada orang bawa aku jalan.
sakit hati ku eh.

Bah adang tah kali membuat ani ah. inda jua ada orang kasi tahu aku tu apa patut aku buat.
baik tah membawa mengaji ehh. AAAAAAHHHH!!! mengaji tapi di mana? hahaha.
baik pulang mengaji banar ah. tantu! aku lagi inda pandai baca jawi. hehe. malu ku eh. tua sudah inda pandai baca jawi. aku tahu alif ba ta kaliah. macam A B C or 1 2 3.
okay, i am that bored.

Assalamualaikum,
Aziemah Ismawi

What is love

2010-06-21T20:04:00.000-07:00

What is love? Great minds have been grappling with this question through the ages, and in the modern era, they have come up with many different answers. According to the Western philosopher Pat Benatar, love is a battlefield. Her paisan Frank Sinatra would add the corollary that love is a tender trap. The stoner kids who spent the summer of 1978 looking cool on the hoods of their Trans Ams in the Pierce Elementary School parking lot used to scare us little kids by blasting the Sweet hit 'Love Is Like Oxygen' - you get too much, you get too high, not enough and you're gonna die. Love hurts. Love stinks. Love bites, love bleeds, love is the drug. The troubadours of our times all agree: They want to know what love is, and they want you to show them. But the answer is simple: Love is a mix tape.
-Rob Sheffield, Love Is A Mix Tape

boyfriend-girlfriend relationship is forbidden in Islam

2010-06-02T22:25:00.000-07:00

In Islam, there is no such thing as a girlfriend-boyfriend relationship. You are either married or you are not. This is what we have to ingrain into our children at the early stage. We should not wait for them to come to us when they are teenagers to ask about girlfriend-boyfriend relationship. At this late stage, even if we forbid them to have such a relationship, how certain are we that they will obey us if they are smitten by someone? Hence, it is important that we teach our children that the only time a girl or boy can have a relationship with a non-Mahatma (non-Mahatma is someone whom they can marry) is when they are married! Furthermore, if a girl or boy enters into a girlfriend-boyfriend relationship then he/she is entering into a pre-marital relationship.

At the teenage level, we should not be shy to teach them the severity of pre-marital relationship. We need to make them understand that that pre-marital relationships are like the extra-marital relationships, or what is commonly known as adultery or 'an affair'. It ruins the community by corrupting the people. It unleashes base desires that, once allowed free-reign, will destroy families. We can quote to them the examples of illegitimate and abandoned children, broken homes, abortions, and sexual diseases - the list goes on. We should also point out to them the punishment for sexual relationships outside of marriage: Ibn Masoud (r.a.a) related that Prophet Muhammad (s.a.w) said, "The blood of a Muslim may not be legally spilt other than in one of three instances: the married person who commits adultery, a life for a life, and one who forsakes his religion and abandons the community." [Bukhari and Muslim]. In other words, the married person who commits adultery is to be killed by stoning to death [Muslim]. But what about the unmarried person who has sexual relationships? Rest assured that this person will not go unpunished - he or she is to be caned or whipped one hundred times [Muslim]. Even in the Hereafter, the punishment is severe: the Prophet (s.a.w) saw adulterers, men and women, in a baking oven in Hellfire [Bukhari].

At this stage your teenage child may say that girlfriend-boyfriend relationships need not go as far as the sexual act; that they can control themselves and simply enjoy each others company. To counter this, you say that it is a fact when a girl and a boy are alone together, their sexual desires awaken and before they know it, they will be doing things that are not permissible between unmarried people. The reason for this is because Shaytaan will be the third person with them [Ahmad] and he will whisper and tempt them with the forbidden. This is why Islam shuns all avenues leading to corruption of the mind, body and soul.

Something else we must teach them is to restrain their desires. We can do so by giving them examples of the rewards for doing so, such as the person who controls his lust will be among people who Allah bestows mercy upon:

Abu Hurairah (r.a.a) narrated that Prophet Muhammad (s.a.w) said that among the seven persons whom Allah will shade in His Shade on the Day (of Judgement) when there is no shade except His Shade, is a man who is tempted by a beautiful woman and refuses to respond for fear of Allah. [Bukhari and Muslim].

Below are more points on how to help your child, at an early age, to be chaste so that when he/she is older, he/she can avoid getting into a girlfriend-boyfriend relationship. First, you must talk and explain to them these things when they are young, then when they are older, you make sure that it is put into practice.

You must teach him or her to:

1. Not to freely mix with the opposite sex.

2. Not to look at the opposite sex. This is done by lowering or averting their eyes as Allah tells us: "Tell the believing men to lower their gaze and to protect their private parts. That is purer for them. Verily Allah is All-Aware of what they do. And tell the believing women to lower their gaze and protect their private parts..." [24:30-31] Furthermore, Prophet Muhammad (s.a.w) said, "...do not let a second look follow the first. The first look is allowed to you but not the second." [Ahmad, Abu Dawood, at-Tirmidhi]. What this means is that the first look is by accident. If this happens then do not take a second look. Prophet Muhammad (s.a.w) also said that the eyes also commit adultery by looking at someone with lust. [Bukhari]

3. For girls, teach them not to make their voices seductive or sweet in front of non-Mahatma. This is done by lowering the voice and not flirting. As Allah tells the wives of Prophet Muhammad (s.a.w) "...do not be too pleasant of speech, lest one in whose heart there is a disease should feel desire for you..." [33:32]

4. Last but not least, teach them to wear appropriate clothing so as not to draw attention to themselves. That is, girls should wear Hijabs and loose clothing while boys should also wear loose clothing, not the tight jeans or pants with T-shirt tucked in. It is sad that, often, parents allow their children to wear the so called fashion clothing which, in most cases, do not meet the requirement of acceptable Islamic dress code. What is even sadder is to see Muslim mothers covering themselves properly walking with their uncovered teenage daughters and sons.

5. It is important that we start teaching our children the need to feel modesty, especially around the opposite sex. Regarding shyness, we should use the Prophet (s.a.w) as an example: Abu Said Al Khudri (r.a.a) reported that the Prophet (s.a.w) was more shy than a virgin in her own room. [Bukhari] If we instill this into them at an early age then, Insha' Allah, whenever they are near the vicinity of the opposite sex, they will feel shy and, therefore, will not act inappropriately. It is also important that we keep the communication channels open with our children so that we can talk and explain to them things, and they can ask us questions, without any party feeling embarrassed. Then, when they are older, and with help from us, they will begin to understand why it is that there cannot be a thing called 'the girlfriend-boyfriend relationship'.

PART 2 - How to deal with a Girlfriend-Boyfriend Relationship?

In the last article the author talked about taking preventative measures to ensure that when your child is older, he or she will not be caught in a girlfriend-boyfriend relationship. However, if your child is already a teenager or those methods did not work, and you are now facing this dilemma, there is still hope of rectifying it. Most parents react with extremity upon discovering that their daughter is in a girlfriend-boyfriend situation: they lock her in her room and forbid her to see the boy again. What would be the reaction from the girl when she is faced with this? She would rebel. That is, she would do the opposite of what the parents say and, in extreme cases, run away from home. If this is not how parents want it to end, they must tread lightly. Do everything with a light touch because teenagers respond better to it. At any signs of heavy-handedness, teenagers rebel.

The first step in any bridge-building is to talk. Calmly talk to your daughter to understand why she is having a boyfriend.

What led to this?

There are many reasons why girls seek out boys. The first culprit that parents point the accusing finger at, is the girl's raging hormones. This may be true in some girls but not all. There are girls who have raging hormones but who can control themselves, and then there are girls who do not have raging hormones but who still pursue the opposite sex.

Therefore, what are some other possible reasons for the girl's behavior?

Peer pressure is one. When all her friends and school mates have boyfriends, she feels compelled to follow suit. If she does not have a boyfriend of her own then she feels left out because she cannot fit in with their after school activities and cannot join in their conversations. What makes it worse is that everyone will see her as a "geek".

Another reason is if she is undertaking a popularity contest. She competes with other girls in attaining as many boyfriends as she can to see who will be the popularity queen. These contests also occur because it is seen that only popular girls have boyfriends. Boredom often drives a girl into the arms of a boy. She sees her life as monotonous and so searches for thrill and excitement with the boy. Or perhaps her self-esteem is low, so she depends on him to make her feel desirable and wanted.

Yet another reason is that she needs to be loved. She seeks her parents love but cannot access it, therefore, she seeks it elsewhere. Similar to this is if she is seeking her parents attention. She defies them in seeking a boyfriend so that she can have their attention. Any attention to her is better than no attention. The difference between the need for love and the need for attention is that the former does it passively. If she cannot get it from her parents then she goes elsewhere. Whereas the latter demands it from her parents. There could be other reasons or the reasons could be a combination of the above. However, whatever the reason or reasons may be, parents need to identify and understand it. This is easier than it sounds as parents have a tendency of triggering their daughters to clam up.

How to approach them?

When parents talk, care needs to be taken so as not to become accusative ("You did this to...") and judgmental ("You are so..."), otherwise it will end up like a police interrogation ("Why did you...?"). This only adds to their daughter's defiance. Also, to keep her self-esteem intact, avoid using "should", "don't" and all other negative words. Talking effectively also means to know when to listen. This includes not only hearing but understanding. To understand what has been said, parents need to clarify it ("Do you mean...?"), acknowledge it ("You feel... because...") and empathize with it ("You sound really..."). When the teenager feels that her parents understand her, she will be encouraged to confide in them and explain why she does things and how she feels about it. And as I said earlier, by understanding, parents will get the full picture and will then know which appropriate action to take. Also, if parents want to be listened to by their children, they need to model good listening skills. Children tend to do as parents do rather than as parents say. So now is always a good time to start practicing these skills.

Insecurity

Looking closer at the above reasons, parents will see that the underlying factor is that the girl feels insecure about herself. Her self-esteem is low and so she relies on the boy to make her feel good about herself. The root of falling into the trap of peer-pressures, popularity contests, the need to be wanted and loved, and to have attention, is insecurity. If this is the case then give her the love and attention that she needs. Show and tell her that you love her despite her "bad" behaviors, and yet you will not tolerate them. Teach her how to feel good about herself and her religion. Build her self-esteem by acknowledging her good behaviors and achievements or her attempts to achieve (and not focusing on failures). Assign her challenging tasks and stimulating activities. This also applies to the bored daughter.

Take her to teenage Islamic gatherings and camps. Encourage her to make new Muslim friends. As to the one with raging hormones who cannot control herself, ask her if she would like to marry (but do not force it upon her).

Certainly, remind her that it is the girlfriend-boyfriend relationship that cannot be approved and teach her (again) about Islam's position with regards to this. Lastly, provide Muslim role models for her. Stories about those women who guard their chastity and piety are rewarded for doing so. Maryam, mother of Prophet Eesa (a.s), is one great example.

Don't forget about the boys

Having taken care of the daughter, I will now focus attention on the son. It is ironical that parents react as if there is a death in the family when their daughter engages in a girlfriend-boyfriend relationship. But when it is the son who is in a similar or worse position, the same parents are complacent,. feel that the boy needs to have experience and enjoy himself first before he can settle down and marry. It is as if the daughter alone carries the honor of the family.

Honor needs to be distributed evenly among the family if it is to be kept intact. This means the father, mother, son and daughter must each guard their own honor. If the father or mother loses his or her honor then they are providing the role model for their children. And if the son loses his honor and goes unpunished then the daughter will see this as a hypocritical act and consequently rebels. For any mediating action to work on the daughter, parents must be consistent on their son as well. Look to the reasons why girls pursue boys then parents will see that those are the same ones that propel boys into the arms of girls.

Article taken from Abu-Mujahid

Curtin University

2010-05-27T09:26:00.000-07:00

Hey everybody, its been a while now. i've been busy with assignment, presentation, group discussion and sewaktu dengannya. I think most of you guys know that im studying in curtin university of technology miri taking foundation in commerce for a year (6 months to be exact excluding all the holidays). Esseh, mcm essay tia pulang ni.

Picture taken from my weirdo yet awesome housemate,

kaneges suarez.

This is a picture of trrrr.. school of business and the gym..

that is where you can find delifrance.

I like it there and i'm enjoying it! The people are nice. The food trrrr.. no comment but you'll get used to it after some time. Banyak jua lah bruneian sana. HAHAHA. honestly, inda pulang ku tahu tapi aku nampak banyak kereta brunei pulang saja so i assume banyak lah jua. Yang ku kenal dalam 11 orang lah jua kali. ada yang tinggal di brunei tapi pure malaysian.

kamu tahu apa? ada this sabah girl, wanna be bruneian!!!!!! hahahaha. cali lahh jua. bangga lah ia jua dengan duit $10. malas ku kan cerita pasal aku mahu tidor. night people. Assalamualaikum.

Smoking baby totally cooler than you

2010-05-26T20:43:00.000-07:00

Meet Ardi Rizal, a two-year-old Sumatran baby who smokes some forty cigarettes a day. The government has offered to buy his parents a car if he stops, but they claim he gets too angry without smokes. Plus, he looks fine!

"He looks pretty healthy to me. I don't see the problem," says his dad. Well except that he's a tad overweight and so unfit from the flab and the smoking — which he's been doing since his 30-year-old father gave him a cigarette at 18 months old — that he can't play with the other kids. But whatever. He's a baby, smoking! He'll be too famous for exercise. Here's the astonishingly appalling video.

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Nahhh.. besigup tah kamu lagi, apa tah rasanya nanti baby kamu macam ani? he's only two years old. poor baby.

wishing's just no good

2010-05-19T01:21:00.000-07:00

Theres alot of things have been going on for the past few weeks which i seriously don't like. I could really use a wish right now.. I'm back in Brunei and i need to go back!!!!

Rusty Blog

2010-04-24T11:57:00.000-07:00

Bekarak lah jua blog ku ani. Kalau blog ani macam kotak bah, behabuk+spider kali eh. Bukan lagi spider yang keluar, tikus bah beranak pinak sudah di dalam blog ani.

It feels good to be home again, I'm back in brunei for 9 good days. I've been busy with assignment, team project, team discussion, presentation, you name it.. we have all! But then, ill be suffering with tons of work and revision to do. Babi eh! why do exam still exist in uni life? Lets not talk about this..

A lot of things had been going on for the past few days/weeks/months but its all good. I'm so excited for netball tom (as in later at 7 PM). Its been a while since i last played netball, used to played it almost every week. mana kan jua parut ani makin labu? Si hanis (my roomie) lagi selalu membari ku makan. Speaking of that, do you guys know that I can cook? i even cooked for my mom, my amah and two of my sisters when i got back. esseh! macam lama saja aku ani inda balik. Honestly, every weekend pulang ku balik except for that specific weekend. lolz.

I watched Date Night few nights ago, ill give you 9/10. worth watching in the cinema. it was really good. its been a while since i last watched a very good movie. I went to capers early this evening with my best friend and her boy friend. God know how much i love them!!!! Funny, how to weirdo end up together. hahaha. a brainy and a wanna be sexy CK model end up together. THANKS BABIES.

I can't really have so much fun for tution free, once i get back to school.. Lecturers are so gonna attack with exams and assignment so i need to cope with EVERYTHING! hmm.. why are you guys doing this to me? hehehe.

Babi sudah rasa ku eh. tidor akhir and bangun pun akhir. mihir rasa ku (hahaha. eksen ku pulang tu) but i seriously need to get my pattern sleep balik before god knows what happen. I think i should kick my own ass back to bed. night babies.

Donate for Haiti

2010-02-17T06:32:00.000-08:00

ANOTHER VIDEO AGAIN?
Yessss everybody, another video again..
but before that i would like to ask you, Have you donate to Haiti?
Allah tells us to tolong sesama manusia, bukan saja yang Muslim.
Manusia tetap manusia, Allah created them just like everything nice in this world, kan?
I don't know why but i kinda cry watching this and i feel like i wanna help..
if only i have the time, i would DO something for haiti.
sports tournament or assemble the bruneian who can actually sings or games and stuff like that.
the money will go straight to haiti..
I seriously wanna help..
Hopefully Allah will listen to my prayers for these wonderful people..

11 days

2010-02-16T22:10:00.000-08:00

OHH MAHH GOD.. THIS THING REALLY DOES EXIST!!!
HELLO MUNAB, I MISS YOU!!!
MUNAB is actually the name of my blog, not my name.
Bush is the first person who called me MUNAB sampai semua orang call me by the name.
So i've never tell you guys where exactly i get the name MUNAB.
Few years ago, kudin somehow got me from work.
si kudin suruh dangar this funny conversation by some jobless awesome bruneian.
the conversation goes like this..

This conversation in this video tah where i get the name MUNAB from..
inspirasiku. lolz.

YOU KNOW WHAT I REALLY MISS???
typing non-sense in this blog..
random stuff other than posting the boring you-tube..
just when theres only me and munab in our own world, this thing really speak my mind..
you know, its like talking to world when theres no one listening..
last but not least, my busiest boy friend that i hardly talking to these days..

"make.some.time.for.me.more.often" - Munab crying her heart out. lol

My Life

2010-01-30T08:38:00.000-08:00

Don't let them say you ain't beautiful...

Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everyone has a private world
Where they can be alone
Are you calling me, are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me, and I'm reaching out for you

I'm just so fu-ckin' depressed
I just can seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump
But I need something to pull me out this dump
I took my bruises, took my lumps
Fell down and I got right back up
But I need that spark to get psyched back up
And the right thing for me to pick that mic back up
I don't know how I pry away
And I ended up in this position I'm in
I starting to feel distant again
So I decided just to beat this pain
Up and tried to make an attempt to vent
But I just can't admit
Or come to grips, with the fact that
I may be done with rap
I need a new outlet
I know some shits so hard to swallow
And I just can't sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow
But I know one fact
I'll be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow
Copy
One tough act to follow
Here today, gone tomorrow
But you have to walk a thousand miles

Chorus
Walk my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Looking shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you

I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor
Everything is so tense and gloom
I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature in the room
Just as soon as I walk in
It's like all eyes on me
So I try to avoid any eye contact
Cause if I do that then it opens a door to conversation
Like I want that...
I'm not looking for extra attention
I just want to be just like you
Blend in with the rest of the room
Maybe just point me to the closest restroom
I don't need fu-cking man servin'
Tryin to follow me around, and wipe my ass
Laugh at every single joke I crack
And half of them ain't even funny like that
Ahh Marshall, you're so funny man, you should be a comedian, god damn
Unfortunately I am, but I just hide behind the tears of a clown
So why don't you all sit down
Listen to the tale I'm about to tell
Hell, we don't have to trade our shoes
And you don't have to walk no thousand miles

Chorus
Walk my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Looking shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo

Nobody asked for life to deal us
With these bullshit hands with doubt
We have to take these cards ourselves
And flip them, don't expect no help
Now I could have either just
Sat on my ass and pissed and moaned
But take this situation in which I'm placed in
And get up and get my own
I was never the type of kid
To wait but I know to unpack his bags
Never sat on the porch and hoped and prayed
For a dad to show up who never did
I just wanted to fit in
Every single place
Every school I went
I dreamed of being that cool kid
Even if it meant acting stupid
Aunt Edna always told me
Keep making that face till it gets stuck like that
Meanwhile I'm just standing there
Holding my tongue up trying to talk like this
Till I stuck my tungue on the frozen stop sign poll at 8 years old
I learned my lesson and cause I wasn't tryin to impress my friends no more
But I already told you my whole life story
Not just based on my description
Cause where you see it from where you're sitting
Is probably 110% different
I guess we would have to walk a mile
In each other's shoes, at least
What size you where?
I wear tens
Let's see if you can fit your feet

Chorus
Walk my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Looking shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo

Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everyone has a private world
Where they can be alone... sOoOoo
Are you calling me, are you trying to get through OoOo
Are you reaching out for me, and I'm reaching out for you sOoOoo Oo Oo

Yea... To my babies. Stay strong. Daddy will be soon
And to the rest of the world, god gave you the shoes
That fit you, so put em on and wear em
And be yourself man, be proud of who you are
Even if it sounds corny,
Don't ever let no one tell you, you ain't beautiful
Enter your search terms

My love. Your love.

2010-01-19T11:07:00.000-08:00

Are you in the mood for love?

I was looking for this in youtube and i found a better video clip! hahaha. the title really explain, doesn't it? To all lovebirds out there, this song is dedicated for you!

An old friend called Jason

2010-01-14T04:33:00.000-08:00

I remember back then, i had this pinoy friend called jason who wants to be priest when he grows up but he wasn't so sure of being one as he kinda like this four girls. Just incase you don't know, priest inda boleh kawin pasal i don't know why, they just can't lah ah. Maybe they have to spend 24 hours with jesus. Anyways, i remember him telling me if he didn't get one of the four girls, he swore to the name of jesus, he'll "apply" to be a priest. hahahahahahaha. i find it funny! what if he got rejected to be priest? like university rejected us? do we apply to be an imam? just wondering, let me know if you know.

its a matter of how you take it

2009-12-04T09:10:00.000-08:00

Seeing all your friends up there

waving..

smiling proudly..

as for yourself, you're still stuck down there.

twice lower than you should be.

people keep telling you, its a matter of getting on the finishing line

but the truth is they don't know how it feels like.

YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND UNTIL YOU'RE ONE OF THEM...

SO STOP JUDGING..

cause they have their own reasons

WAZIEN

2009-11-12T05:31:00.000-08:00

Hii.hmm,kemarin aku jadi model untk team Tantelanjang reborn a.k.a "k.s.s".Ngalih jua lah kemarin atu.almost half of the day wah aku jalan2 mencari baju.merunding sana sini,mencari tempat yang murah.driver kmi c azim lagi ngalih,ia dari pkl 6 am dah jalan.okey lah,aku malas kn cerita panjang2.

hari ane kmi cerita pasal future lah.apa kami kn buat after A'level?Belayar?Rehat?Kerja?semua kawan2 ku kan belayar tia,tapi banyak kan kerja.aku pn balum confirm jua kn buat apa.but i have alot of things to do pulang.kalau kerja arah bank,basar tuu gajinya.kalau arah casher,cukup2 untk mertabak and tea 'c' special saja.tapi buat masa ane,aku terfikir kan satu kerja ane yang buat aku buka mata ku yang sipit ane.kerja yang ku kn pilih ane sanang saja.i think smua orang pun suka kn kerja ane.aku bercita2 untuk jadi ajen amah part time saja.hehehehehe.

kamu mau tau apa kerja as a ajen amah ane?mencari amah yg mau kerja then promo arah orang.sesiapa yang nda amah,please do contact me.below is one of my workers,

Name : wazieni binti wazien

Age : 19

D.O.B : 9th september 1990

Sex : women (i think)

Status : In a relationship with shazwina (dorng planing kan kawin d america,u know why...)

Job : Full time pemasak,full time cleaner ,full time dancer (shuffler di The Mall)

Experience : Pernah berkerja sebagai amah di sungai akar,selama 3 years.pernah mendapat no.1 dapat pertanding mari memasak.pernah di galat "King of Shuffle" arah west street of brunei.

Comment from previous majikan : wazieni ialah pekerja yang bercommited dalam pekerjaan nya.masakan nya tidak consistence,saya tidak percaya bagaimana boleh dia won dalam mari memasak.salah satu punca nya,i think pasal ia selalu menyanyi semasa memasak.ayer liur nya lagi masin,yatah makanan pun masin jua.BODOH pnya amah.ini lah sebabnya saya berantikan dia kerja.overall ia ane okey lah

p/s : sorry wazien,smua ane untuk hiburan smua saja.kau jua mau aku post pasal kau kan.hehehehe

Tanterlanjang reborn

2009-11-11T04:53:00.000-08:00

For Team KSS,the jersey is $25 including shorts, socks and number. If you want your name to be included behind the jersey, its $1 per letter. Sizes: L, XL, XXL, XXXL

XXXL

Team KSS: Danial, Azim, Izz, Bob, Faid, Afif, Amali, Saiful, Wajdi, Zahid and Fauzi<- NOOB :)

*To the team, please pay early as we need to sort out the team first. To everyone who wishes to purchase the jersey, it's $20 with numbering. If you also want to include your name on the jersey as well, it will cost you $1 per letter. You can also request the full kit which is $25 but please inform us early.

There are also jerseys for "ladies". The prices will be similar as mentioned above which is $20. Smallest size is L which is really small. $1 per letter.

Deadline: 16th November 2009.

Please state your full name, size, number and the name behind your jersey.

If you have any questions about the jerseys, please contact: Bob, Izz, Faid and Azim.

FAMILY TREE

2009-11-10T03:54:00.000-08:00

hii.bio was okey and esok chem.chem yang payah ne banarnya.tp walaupun payah i will never give up on you,chem!.hari ane aku di rumah,aku high sikit.i think di skolah tadi,canteen nya bagi weed arah makanan ku.after school around 3.45 tdi,aku skype sama sii waie,tarus ku tertidur.kata sii waie aku batah tidur,pasal while i was sleeping,ia shitting.then aku bangun ia baru habis shitting.bngun tidur tarus ku ke bawah,looking for food.tapi nda,paksa tah ku buat sendiri.aku buat cucur pisang btw.masa ku makan,berfikir ku apa untk di blog malam ane.

Gambar di bawah ane family tree ku.

this post is specially for adik sii munab.since she is Wu Chun 's stalker.HAHAHHAHAHA.enough bullshit,now its time to concentrate on chem

BerPait Bersama Paid

2009-11-09T06:13:00.000-08:00

Should i blog about man utd? Hmm... Lets talk about it.. Firstly,i hate watching man u dominating games n end up with nothing. The match last night was okay and the referee was so not okay. He made too much bad decisions. Okay,enough. Karang sakit hati ku lagi, inda ku dapat tidor. Kalau aku inda dapat tidor, paksa tah ku belajar tuu tapi aku inda mau belajar, yatah aku mau tdr...

Hari ani aku inda dapat stop makan samboi. Cali wah, selalunya samboinya masam kan tapi tadi aku mkn inda masam wah. manis inda jua. pahit ada jua rasanya kali. Awal-awal pagi dah ku makan samboi pasal nada kan ku makan for breakfast tdi ah. Ani aku kan tidorr dah, tadi aku barus gigi dah. Sekali after aku barus gigi, ternampak ku samboi lagi. Macam aku tahan saja lah and aku inda mau fikirkan psl samboi sekali makan tia ku jua. Hmm, paksa tah ku barus gigi lagi ni. Eh,mcm malas jua ku kn keluar bilik, jangan tah kali eh...

Last but not least, aku inda mau tukar link blog ani pasal blog ane originally si munab. Aku take over saja. hehehehe. Okay, i go sleep now...

PERUBAHAN BERMANIS BERSAMA MUNAB KE BERPAIT BERSAMA PAID

2009-11-08T07:06:00.000-08:00

hmm....since c munab kn delete this blog...tp aku nda suruh,so aku saja update lah...kalau boring sorry....n since c munab pki bahasa inggeris...aku pakai bahasa rumah ku saja....

hehehehe....dari tadi aku tngu man utd kn main btw....n dari tadi jua aku main game....game labih suka aku wah,dari buku chem ku...i think,buku chem ku sasak aku...since aku sasak chem....moral of the story,jgn banci subjects....eh awu ah,aku alevel masa ane...yatah aku belajar ane...and my next paper will be next week..batah plg lagi,tuesday n wednesday which is bio(p1) n chem(p4)....

awu ah...aku lupa kenalkan diri ku.....nama ku faid...n aku mcm org biasa mcm c faid lah.....kalau kmu mau liat muka ku,eh jangantah x eh...malu ku kn tunjukan...nda lawa wah muka ku ane...nanti2 lah sudah aku nda malu lagi....

aku ada cerita hari ane....aku tadi practice shooting,n i asked Darwisy untk jadi keeper.....n yes,it was fun...n ia nangis btw...mau tau psl apa?psl aku used my left foot n i blasted it as hard as i could.....n yes,i was on target...stright wah kdadanya...huhuhuhu....n awal2 ia diam2 saja...then i asked him,sakit kah darwisy?n he said sakit.....then i shooot again,terkana tia telinganya....n lapas atu ia nangis lah...heheheh...aku nda sengaja plg tu bnarnya...siapa suruh mau main bola sama aku....n yes,ia pajal aku main bola wah tdi atu..hhahhahahah...sorry darwisy...he is just 5 yrs old....

burger is love.

2009-11-05T07:24:00.000-08:00

It's 11.25 pm, nishah just called asking me if im still awake and told me that she's going to my place latur to send the burger that i really really really want. AHAD'S BURGER!!!! FINALLY!!! after god knows when, i've been craving for this burger. *slurp*. but it's 11 pm!!!! what happen to the rules "lets-not-makan-malam"??? oh well, makan saja tia supaya aku inda kepunan. kepunan ani apakan ertinya? aku mana tahu sebenarnya, aku dangar orang cakap saja. is it like a word that makes a sentences lawa? macam bunga-bunga kahh?

I am now listening to ze boy friend singing, "cinta ku bukan di atas kertas...", i think that song is his favorite song. its been a while i haven't blog, been busy with finals and AS. Tom is my last paper, business studies paper two. FINALLY!!!!! bah, im gonna go now. will update you soon.

Breathe gentle

2009-10-10T04:18:00.000-07:00

See, photographs have only two dimensions
But love defies all logic in a picture
Above all that is physical, I'm falling

Se cerco lo vedo
l'amore va veloce e tu stai indietro
Se cerchi mi vedi Il bene più segreto
sfugge all'uomo che non guarda avanti mai

this song is currently stuck in my mind.
anyways today is the last day of school for the seniors,
they won't be attending any classes. jealous ku.
we had hari raya celebration in the afternoon.
everybody in school was wearing baju kurong and cara melayu.
it feels CALI to wear baju kurong with high heels going around the school.
the "sekolah terbuka" was alright, FREE FOODS&DRINKS for everybody in school.
the boys from the table main badil tapuk-tapuk.
the sound effects was GILA!!! sampai begagar bah sekolah.
hahaha. over much!

pictures taken from hari raya celebration in school. ENJOY! =D

Nis and Yanz

Faid koh.

The only bitchy cranky boy in PTEM, Amirul Ikram.

a new friend name ms waziena, sexy no?
hahaha

This one is my favourite.
hahaha.
another new friend, ms faidah.

Boys, check this out!
available in pasar gadong every weekdays.
they give you the best in town. hahahah.

PweTTy GurLz :p

My best friends in PTEM..
this picture will complete if only elly and amal azwana is there with us :)

Happy Eid Mubarak

2009-09-19T21:23:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN
DARI HUJUNG RAMBUT HINGGA KE HUJUNG KUKU KAKI...

My old time hari raya favourite =D
lawa kan? hehe.

TO EVERYBODY,
Sorry for my wrong doings.
Sorry if i ever talk behind your back.
Sorry if i ever give you one of my famous "looks" :p
Sorry if i ever scream at your face.
Sorry if i ever exaggerate things without me noticing.
Sorry if i ever flirt with your boy friend :p
Sorry if i ever sleep with your girl friend :p
Sorry for being an asshole for some of you guys.
Sorry if i ever tell your secrets to anyone who aren't suppose to know.
Sorry if i ever rude to you.
Sorry if i ever wanted to kill you. huhuh.
Sorry if i ever disrespect you.
Sorry if i ever make you cry.
Sorry if i ever copy your homework.
Sorry if i ever hurt your feelings.
Sorry if i ever punch/smack/slap you on the butt cause the last thing i know,
ive never slap anyone on their face (maybe not yet :p).
Sorry if i ever said something stupid/rude/disrespectful to you.
Last but not least, Sorry for being this pretty, fat yet sexy til some of you guys can't help but bitch about me! hahahaha.

HAVE A GREAT HARI RAYA EVERYONE
AND TO THOSE WHO WILL BE CELEBRATING RAYA FOR FEW DAYS,
HAVE FUN REVISING UP COMING EXAMS!!!! :p :p
periksa babi. babi periksa.

Dear Mr President

2009-09-18T06:59:00.000-07:00

SIMPLY LOVE IT!
i'm not a big fan of pink but this one boleh di terima!

i iz back

2009-09-16T08:04:00.000-07:00

Guess whos back?
back again!
munab's backkk!!!
Tell a friend..

HEY EVERYBODY!!!!!
just got back from my holiday which i'm not gonna tell you guys today
but some other time or maybe not. hahaha.

An interesting news!
read this people..

(CNN) -- Afraid that her husband will leave her for a younger woman, a 107-year-old Malaysian woman is looking to marry again -- for the 23rd time.

Wok Kundor has been happily married for four years to her husband, a man 70 years her junior.

But since he left their village in northern Terengganu state for a drug rehabilitation program in the capital, Kuala Lumpur, Wok has had a gnawing feeling.

"She said that she has been feeling insecure lately and she needs to find out whether he still loves her or not," said R.S.N. Murali, a reporter for The Star. The English-language Malaysian daily was among several local media outlets reporting on the lifelong romantic.

"She is worried he might not come back after his program and find himself a younger wife," Murali said.

If so, Wok has her eyes set on a 50-year-old man, but hopes it does not come to that.

"I realize that I am an aged woman. I don't have the body nor am I a young woman who can attract anyone," she told the newspaper.

"My intention to remarry is to fill my forlornness," particularly during the Muslim month of fasting, Ramadan, she said.

Malaysian media, which has previously reported on the woman, said Wok has been married 22 times. That would make her marriages last an average of four years.

Wok would not discuss past relationships, Murali said.

"Some of her better halves have passed away or have divorced, but she doesn't want to talk about them or her children," he said.

Wok and her current husband, Mohammed Boor Che Musa, hail from the same village and met there.

Muhammad, 37, was quoted in an earlier report as saying the couple fell for each other because it was "God's will."

On Monday, he told The Star that he is still very much in love with his wife and cannot dream of life with someone else.

But Wok wants to hear him say it, Murali said.

Soon, the centenarian plans to make the journey to Kuala Lumpur -- if she can find a neighbor to drive her

Happy Holiday people!

2009-09-12T09:47:00.000-07:00

Hey yah!
it's a school HOLIDAY AGAIN!!!
I'll be back in few days peeps!
miss me :D

- Aziemah Ismawi <3

Middle child syndrome

2009-09-11T04:33:00.000-07:00

The middle or second born child or children often have the sense of not belonging. They fight to receive attention from parents and others because they feel many times they are being ignored or dubbed off as being the same as another sibling. Being in the middle a child can feel insecure. The middle child often lacks drive and looks for direction from the first born child. Sometimes a middle child feels out of place because they are not over achievers and like to go with the flow of things.

Being a middle child would mean they are loners. They really don’t like to latch on to a person in a relationship, there fore they have trouble keeping one due to lack of interest. Not liking to take the limelight for anything, they are not over achievers and just simply work enough work to get by, and typically that goes with school as well as a career. They are however very artistic and creative. If forced to use abilities they will work well, but do not work well under pressure. They often start several projects but rarely keep focused long enough to finish a project. The best career move for a middle child would be along the lines of using their creative. Going into a writing or journalism career, and into a career that they could freely express themselves would be good. Anything that would have hours that are flexible, and projects that frequently changed would be good for a middle born child. Since relationships are not of high importance to a middle child, often times they are alone. However, the best possible match for a middle child would be a last born.

This somehow reminded me of myself. hehe.

September babi-es birthday :D

2009-09-10T21:17:00.000-07:00

Early this evening, ada surprise party for the september babi-es which is Faid, Wazien, Amali, Qays and Dielah. Alhamdulilah, everything went well. it seems like everybody had a wonderful night with all the teriak-teriak, pictures taking and the SINGING! THANK YOU for those who plan it and ESPECIALLY those who make it work :)

While waiting for the birthday boys ???

Kesian, macam keboringan usul durang ah

Berangakatnya Ahmad Faid..
berangkat ertinya datangnya, right? hehe

Mali, Faid, Duan.

Aww.. the sweetest couple ever Aimi and Wajdi.
HEHEHE.

HAHAHAHA. wazien in so much pain!
kesian usulnya!

Kiuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut si ifah ani :D

Ex-president mauk over cheese!

HAHAHAHA. kesian waiternya kamu,
konpiuuuuuuuuusss..

HAHAHAHAHA. aku suka ketawa kan si wazien.

September babi-es :D

Qays and boyfriend. Faid and boyfriend.
you know what i mean :p
hahahaha. nada wah!

i like this picture! HEE.

Awalnya begini.

Jadi lah begini

Sayang ku kan kawan ku eh <3>

Audience! hehe

Qays the micheal jackson. haha

Dielah giving speech

Amali giving speech also

BLABLABLABLA...
ENJOY!!!!
sorry, malas ku buat captionnya cause im late for tution.
heheheh. kan mandi ku bah.
before i go, THANKS EVERYBODY :D
and HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL BRUNEIAN yang masih sekolah :p

New change

2009-09-09T07:17:00.000-07:00

Today, I finally got the chance to read my emails after all these busy days. I read this one email which kinda make me feel different. It makes me feel i wanna do something different than the usual, something that i could share with the world. I don't wanna be somebody. I want to be someone who get excited everyday even though theres nothing to look forward to, do something stupid and learn from it. I don't know what im trying to say, i can't describe how i feel right now. hahaha. After reading this email, i think i want a new change!

In April, Maya Angelou was interviewed by Oprah on her 70+ birthday..
Oprah asked her what she thought of growing older.
And, there on television, she said it was 'exciting...'
Regarding body changes, she said there were many, occurring every day.... like her breasts.
They seem to be in a race to see which will reach her waist, first.

The audience laughed so hard they cried.
She is such a simple and honest woman, with so much wisdom in her words!

Maya Angelou said this:
'I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow.'

'I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights.'

'I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life.'

'I've learned that making a 'living' is not the same thing as 'making a life.'

'I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance.'

'I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back....'

'I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision.'

'I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one..'

'I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back.'

'I've learned that I still have a lot to learn..'

'I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.'

Birthday baby!

2009-09-08T04:48:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY
TO ZE BOYFRIEND
AHMAD FAID CHONG ISMAT!!!

You're officially OLD!!!
be more mature and less bitchy-er, please :p
its okay to be lame by the way. HEE.
hope you like the gift.
hmm.. what do people usually say kan masa birthday?
other than happy birthday, of course.

True, what other people said.
a year older, a year wiser, responsibility is in front of you,
reality is scary but fuck it!
be who you wanna be! risk your life if you have to..
theres alot of things to study out there other than maths, chem and bio.
HAHAHAHAHA.
Honestly, i have no idea what im talking about.
pokoknya, ENJOY YOUR NEW age?!
HEHE. whatever, ENJOY!

and this song is for you!

She couldn't make it to Brunei to sing for you baby,
she promise me that she'll make a video and sing just for you
but shes too busy to do that too!
hahahah. kalau kan menipu ani, jangan inda alang-alang bah.
bah, ill see you in 20 mins.

I LOVE YOU =D

Helen Hayes once quote,
Every human being on this earth is born with a tragedy, and it isn't original sin.
He's born with the tragedy that he has to grow up...
a lot of people don't have the courage to do it.

Sabreena and Amal's day!

2009-09-03T11:39:00.000-07:00

Happy 21st Birthday to my sister,
NIQMATUL SABREENA QIFLI

a picture taken few hours ago di dapan masjid.
[such a random place to go after having dinner..]
sabby and moi (the one in white baju, just incase you get confuse).

&&&

Happy 17th Birthday to my adopted sister,
NUR AMALINA SHAHFIZAH

Amal and Sabby!

Oh yeah! Happy Birthday to Khairil, my cousin whos in KK.
whatever it is, hope you enjoy your birthday this year.
this year present for september babi-es will be ...............
BADASS TREES PROJECT!!!
aku bayar kan kamu $5 and i'll tag your name!
kalau sudah basar, aku engrave lah jua nama kamu...
mom said BE THANKFUL :p
and hey, atleast theres something than nothing, okay?
claim saja pokok arah ku :p

enjoy this song birthday girls!

Danial's birthday

2009-09-01T22:18:00.000-07:00

Happy 21st Birthday
to my cousin that looks like gurkha,
Mohammad Danial..

couldn't look for his picture yang seorang so ani jadi tah. haha.

birthday man :p, zaim and abang reza

ENJOY!
for a sake of updating! hehehe.

Ramadhan is back!

2009-08-30T21:30:00.000-07:00

Syukur Alhamdulilah,
Ramadhan is back!

i know, its been like two weeks sudah.
i finally got the time to update this blog,
so to all my readers minta maaf kerana menunggu. hahaha.
macam ada readers saja aku ah!

I CAN'T WAIT FOR HARI RAYA!!!!
well, not exactly.
a week after that will be having my final year exam,
which i'm not looking forward to. haha.
siapa jua looking forward to exams? unless that person is miss aneesah!
hahaha. i love my new business teacher! she rocks my world. LOL.

Oh yeah! im loving the new LIMEWIRE!!!
hahaha. siuukk, okay?
I gotta get going..

Love me forever,
Aziemah Ismawi

Gossip...

2009-08-19T03:42:00.000-07:00

My name is Gossip. I have no respect for justice. I maim without killing. I break hearts and ruin lives. I am cunning, malicious and gather strength with age. The more I am quoted, the more I am believed. I flourish at every level of society. My victims are helpless. They cannot protect themselves against me because I have no name and no face. To track me down is impossible. The harder you try, the more elusive I become. I am nobody's friend. Once I tarnish a reputation, it is never the same. I topple governments and wreck marriages. I ruin careers and cause sleepless nights, heartaches and indigestion. I spawn suspicion and generate grief. I make innocent people cry in their pillows. Even my name hisses. I am called Gossip. Office gossip - shop gossip - party gossip - telephone gossip. I make headlines and headaches. Remember, before you repeat a story, ask yourself: is it true? Is it fair? Is it necessary? If not, do not repeat it. Keep quiet! Great minds discuss ideas, average minds discuss events, shallow mind discuss people.

2009-07-26T06:36:00.000-07:00

WE LOVE FUZAH...
FUZAH LOVE ME...
Shes off to hingland (again!) for the summer program in Warwick uni
bah bisai-bisai ulah atu. jangan inda senunuh.
huhuhuhuh.

me lovez me new friends..
rockz me worldz..

look at fuzah and wajdi!!! HAHAHAH.
kalau ada brother kamu, complete tu hari atu. hahaha

meet my new boy (can be girl also meh) friend, roslan anak tassim.
hahahahaha. *inside joke.

2009-07-24T19:53:00.000-07:00

Nobody deserve anything.
some prisoners doesn't deserve to be in prison.
what will happen if the world think the same way?
what will happen if we all have the same problems?
the same fashion sense, the same humour, the same idea, the same character and so so..
PEACE may come across to your head but don't you think the world is a boring and dull place?
What will happen if war never happened?
war made us TODAY! a better human being.

yesterday was the day that i realized how important the past was.
if i didn't went through all those things in 2005, i wouldn't be as brave as now.
if i didn't went through all the sickness, i wouldn't be as strong as now.
if i didn't fell in love with the person who showed me the world,
i don't think i could go this far.
the point is my past made me a better person TODAY!
so I would like to say THANK YOU to those people whos in my past :)
especially to those who have stayed strong with me

"Let go.. it's time for a new change now".

i love the new people in my life now..

2009-07-23T06:07:00.000-07:00

This is a true story of a young UBD girl who passed away last month, at Kg Subok. Her name is Amalina; she was hit by a lorry.

She had a boyfriend names Farish. He lives in Seria. Both of them are true lovers. They are always on the phone with each other. You can never see her without her handphone. She spends ¾ of the day talking with her sweetheart, Farish.

Farish family knows about their relationship. Farish is very close with Amalina's family (just imagine their love). Before she passed away she always told her friends

"If I pass away please bury me with my handphone". She also said the same thing to her parents.

After her death, people couldn't carry her coffin, so heavy. I was there ~ a lot of them tried to do so but still couldn't, everybody including me, had tried to carry the coffin, the result was still the same.

Eventually, they called their neighbour, a paranormal from Lawas (Pak Usop), who is a friend of her father's. He took a seat and started chanting to himself slowly.

After a few minutes, he said "this girl misses something here".

Then her friends told Pak Usop bout her intentions to bury her with her phone. He then opened the coffin
and place her phone, together with the 3G SIM card inside the 'kapan'. After that they tried to carry the coffin. It could now be moved and they carried it into the van easily. All of us were shocked. (can you feel the fear? I'm shaking at this moment.)

Amalina's parents didn't inform Farish that Amalina had passed away (pity Farish). After 2 weeks Farish called the late Amalina's mum.

Farish: "Auntie, I'm coming home today. Please cook mutton brani for me. Don't tell Amalina that I'm coming home today; I want to surprise her."

Amalina's mum replied, "You come home first, I want to tell you something very important."

After he arrived at Kg Subok, they told him the truth about Amalina. Farish thought that they were fooling around. He was laughing and said, "Don't try to fool me ... tell Amalina to come out ... I have a gift for her. Please stop this nonsense."

Then they show him the Amalina's death certificate; they gave him proof to make him believe.

Farish started to sweat profusely. He said, "It's not true. We spoke yesterday. She still calls me."

Farish was shaking so badly when suddenly, his phone rang.

"See this is from Amalina. See this ...." he showed the phone to Amalina's family. All of them told him to answer. He used the loudspeaker mode.

All of them heard this conversation, loud and clear. No drop call, no humming. It was Amalina's sweet voice! And there was no way others could use her phone and 3G SIM card as it was slip in the 'kapan'!

They were so shocked and asked for Pak Usop's help to solve this matter. Pak Usop worked for 5 hours ... then he discovered one thing ..............

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I was going through my old email sekali i read this!
MADE MY DAY! hahahahaha.
pandai becali ah si babah ah.
how bored can you be bah?

2009-07-23T03:41:00.000-07:00

GET ME!! GET ME THIS BOOK!! PLEASE..

Sophie kinsella, love most of her books except for the last book,
its kinda disappointing..

i hate school. i fucking hate school.
i hate exams. i fucking hate exams.
my final year exam will be on the 10th august and kami kana kasi tahu KEMARINN!!!!!!
can you fucking believe that?
my last paper for the second assessment will be this coming saturday!
baru jua abis periksa, kan periksa tia lagi.
"BAIKKK MATIII", Cikgu tudin quote. HAHAHA.
speaking of cikgu tudin, i wonder how is he doing.. hmm..

How i wish my birthday is coming up next,
cause i'm craving for cakes!
aaaaaahhh, diaaaabeeetisss!!!

the extra one week and the public holidays are making me malas man!

i wonder if contessa ada cikgu violin sudah, annoying eh.
aku takut violin ku buruk wah. hahaha.
violin boleh buruk kah? betagar kali sudah stringnya dalam bag ah.
tangan ku pun karau sudah.
kalau mr evant is still here, buat concert kali ku sudah di belait, tutong, temburong and bandar. huhuhuh. inda glamour bunyinya.
you know how in united states, durang buat concert in manhattan lah, texas lah, LA lah. aku mahu macam atu tapi in brunei saja lah. hahahah.
loser aku ani eh.

fuck im bored.

where is everybody???

2009-07-11T08:09:00.000-07:00

Have you ever seen this girl somewhere?

GADONG?! KIULAP?! BANDAR?!

no, you're wrong.

Siapa ni naaaaaahhh?
PENGAYAU GAMBUS YANG TERKENAL DI BRUNEI!!!!

di bandar muara? tutong? belait? temburong?
NAME IT! SHES EVERYWHERE!

So to those who are going to have a saturday gambus night,
BEWARE OF THIS GIRL...
she dances likeee woooooo-oooohhhh-shiiiiiiiitttt
nothing like micheal jackson, usher or chris brown..
she have her own style..
the girl who invented the kipas-dance/mengisi-minyak-dance..
NAME IT! SHE'S ALL THAT!!!

P/S : I love pinah..
ini adalah satu mainan sahaja..

2009-07-04T18:57:00.000-07:00

GOODBYE MICHEAL JACKSON
the dude who invented eh-kotor-baju-mu-dance
rest in peace :)

2009-07-02T19:33:00.000-07:00

My threee weeeeks holidays..
I can't believe its almost over cause the truth is ...........
I HATE school and homeworks.
My last term with Amal Azwana so MAL!!!! you better come to school EVERYDAY!!!!
HEHE =D.

First week of holiday, CLEANING CAMPAIGN!
that will be the first and the last. thank you!

HEHEHE. its funny, okay?
well, not really..
you don't usually see this in primary school unless HAHAHA.
LOL.

One of those nights..

them girls..

Mostly are just netball..
kami main every week and it was FUNNN!

HAHAHA. cali kaliahh!

zahid's surprise party at faid's.

i waaaaaaaaaaaaaannt foooooooooooddd!!!!

remember this you guys? hahahahah.
sausage si amal ada protection! hahaha

bowling

Oh yes! we watched football too.
our one and only so-called ENTERTAINMENT!
no concert. no clubbing. no party.
just football, here in Brunei.

HAHAH. macam phillippine tia jua usul kami ani. LOL

After football.

My twin sister is baaaaaaaaaaaackkk, here in Brunei.
so DON'T GET CONFUSE!!!!

Te-Maaa-Maaaahh

Housewarming party at uwa aweee.

HEHE. i like this one! family potrait.

Football again!
but this time, bersama MAcGanaz!

I finally got the chance to watch from season 4 til 5.
when is the next holiday? HEHE.

Last but not least, I MISSSSS MY LONG CURLY HAIRR!!!!

oh yeah! i forgot pictures from miri and kaka amal's wedding.
hehehe. malas tah ku eh. ngalih ku!
its raining and its nyaman to tidor balik!
three weeks post!

This song stuck in my mind..
and guess what?!!! im starting to like this kind of music.
you'll be shock if you know me!!!

so please please please, take away my anxiety..

HEHEH. people change!!!
im loving the changing. HAHAHAHA. apakan!
im done for today! enjooooooooooooy your two days holidays!

2009-06-12T17:46:00.000-07:00

Life changes. You get it all lined up just the way you like it and then something beyond your control comes along and bumps you off center. How nice it would be if you could get everything just the way you want it and say, 'Okay, now, stay.' But nothing stays the same. You grow up, make friends, lose friends, go to college, lose track of people, meet new ones, and sometimes you ask yourself why. But all I can tell you is the every single experience you go through like this changed you in some way. Every new person who comes into your life changes you. Every moral dilemma or emotional experience you come up against changes you. It's your job you decide how. That's how character is developed.

"Life can take your dreams and turn them upside down, friends will talk about you when you're not around, reality can really cut you down to size, but don't ever loose the light in your eyes. People make you promises they'll never keep, soon you'll know why people say talk is cheap, life resembles one big compromise but don't ever lose the light in your eyes

2009-06-09T03:44:00.000-07:00

FATHIN MAHFUZAH!!!!
have fun in hingland..
aku sedih cause i won't be seeing you tom and the day after
or any event such as netball and faaaaaaarting competition.
other than that, inda tia ku rindu kau! hahahah.
kau balik brunei, esoknya kami pergi ke kampong ayer
liat the monkey yang usulnya macam si chong (durang ada hidung sama).
HEHEHE. sorry manis but its true what? :p

Anyways, ENJOY HINGLAND BABY GIRL!
aku punya note tadi bida cause aku in a rush wah, sorry.

The girl who seriously CAN sing..
"ohh munab, kau bekurap.."
sing for me when you get back,
for sure, ill miss your voice! HAHAHAHA. not :p

ish! lampoh aku atu eh tapi mahfuzah, aku simpan sini utk kau wah!
you seeee, i love you bahh.. haiissh!

Lampoh kan tia badan mu supaya aku ada dengan. hahah.
di sana makan banyak-banyak, balik brunei.. aku ada dangan :p

Moi baby girlzZz, Amal and Fuzah.
macam sponge bob usul mu sini fuzah.
kau lagi ketawa macam sponge bob. HAHAHA.

Last but not least, ingat kau apa kau terpigang fuzah? :p
HAHAHAH. kami saja faham ni.

so HAVE FUN.
jangan lupa kami ;)

2009-06-08T20:35:00.000-07:00

Mom told me to skip my tution last friday to go to Kuala Belait,
untuk meliat si babah main bola.
DST VS SHELL (BSP/BSM/whatever).
sampai sana, aku ketawa-ketawa..
orang shell yang main ani, around late 20s to 30s and 40s.
sekali meliat orang dst, prrrrrrrftttt! macam tua-tua. around 40s to 50s.
hahahahah. inda pulang cali tapi kalau kamu liat cali lah.
Shell won against Dst, 6-0. hahaha. atu jua lah yang calinya :p.
pictures taken from last friday..

Can you see si Babah? Cari saja kakinya buntak, ia tah tu! hahaha

Bitul Jugang..

Guess who this is? is this my mom or my aunt?
HEHEH. marah karang si ngah-ngah.
HAI NGAH =D
No, shes here to support shell. bukan si babah. haha.

In the middle is my mommma!

Annoying brat, Bitul Junggang.. Si Babah and Uncle haji dien!

Sixteen. Of course, he's not sixteen. haha. apaaan!

Macam aku nada.. si Jungang ani lagi! nada muka lain kah?

Balik dari KB. YAY! skype :p

CONGRATULATION NURUL HAZIQAH!!!!
for passing your driving license.
This is so COOL man cause everybody is getting their license.
GUESS WHAT? aku first passenger yang ikut si nurul! BE JEALOUS!!!!
JAMINA, you bila lagi? ;p

Last sunday, we went out. it was a last minute thing..
it was AWESOME MAN!
pictures taken from last sunday.

On our way to pick Musfirah up...

Our first stop, GRIPS!

Kan ke bunut jumpa si Q..
hahahah. membual! :p

Kalau auto boleh ketawa,
Kalau manual becakap pun inda boleh! hahaha. over!

Mama ambok & Nenek ambok

I didn't know shes driving all this while so SURPRISE!

2009-06-04T10:33:00.000-07:00

I know i'm suppose to be zZzZz right now..
but I CAN'T!!!
an old song called widuri is stuck in my mind..
baby on the other hand is sleeping peacefully right now,
i know because im on skype with him.. hahaha.
SHIIIT EHHH!!! I CANT SLEEP!!!!
i want to eat chicken and mac&cheese!
this video makes me happy..
i know i haven't really update a proper post,
VELI SOLI! i'm running out of time every single day..
if only i have no school.. (HUHUH! SUDAH ATU!)
bahh enjoy my winduri.. I LOVE YOU =D

Love is all around me,
Munab @ Baby girl

2009-05-31T19:39:00.000-07:00

I don't feel like blogging today.. I'm getting malas every single day, like seriously malas. I don't even update my schedule (before/after schedule) for a week now. SHIT NIGGA' WHAT EXACTLY HAPPENING TO ME?????????? kusut jua otak ku macam ani ehh. macam aku atu bepikir mengapa aku malas. im out!

2009-05-28T04:21:00.000-07:00

YOU HAVE TO LOVE COLBIE CAILLAT
NEW SONGS!!!!
one of my favorite song is .......... ENJOY :D

LAWA???? kau inda suka, kau punya pasal lah!

2009-05-26T06:09:00.000-07:00

BABY AFDLIN!!!!!

nanti kalau aku ada baby boy, aku mahu namanya baby afdlin..
aku gilaaaaaaaaaa berabis kan afdlin shauki..
the second baby boy, aku kasi nama baby shauki..
LAWA?????
JANGAN KAU IKUUUT DI SANA ATU!!!!
hahahah. aku malam ani gilaaaa ni,
aku inda tahu kenapa.
mata ku padeh.. i think aku kan damam atau aku perasan saja, inda?

Soal Hati - Erra Fazira, Afdlin Shauki, Annuar Zain

AKU MAHU LIAT SOAL HATI cause i havent seen it for a very very long time.
lagi pun si afdlin ada..

2009-05-23T00:56:00.000-07:00

TODAY IS SATURDAY AND SATURDAY IS TODAY!!!!!
Don't you just love saturday the way i do?
SCHOOL was greaaattt...
PEI LING made my day today cause she sing this to me...

HEHEHEHE. so cuuute, you know the way she sings to me.
i feel loved! Amal, Mahfuzah and mimi was supposed to sleepover tonight
but inda jadi so i think im gonna spend my night with my MATHS!
YAY!!!! hari ani cikgu eisah and mr john dalmon sarcastic arah ku
but its okay, PEI LING MADE MY DAY!!! hahaha.

aku suka ni lelaki ani cause ia selalu bawa kan bag ku,
jangan jealous. sweeeeeeeeeeeet baby ku atuu ah?! hahahaha.
this dude always made my day.. hahaha :p
enough for today, aku kan liat pinoy movie.
HAVE A NICE WEEKEDN PEOPLE!!!!!

2009-05-21T19:54:00.000-07:00

DO COME!!!!!

2009-05-16T23:14:00.000-07:00

GLORY!!! GLORY!!! MAN UNITED!!!
CONGRATULATION to MAN UNITED FANS!!!
(for the sake of someone :p)

The ONLY entertainment in Brunei is FOOTBALL.
meliat DPMM VS LION KING?! Hahaha. Jadi tah kan?
lion king kah kemarin atu?! hahaha. sukati!
pictures from yesterday should be available in moi multiply soon
so just check it out.

The game was alright,
is just that both are strong teams so macam atu saja ganya mainnya. hahaha.
but i had FUN with ze babies.

Orang yang paling ku sayang berabis in this world.
pinah, nurul, apis and inie.

moi, baby mu, baby ku, babynya.

AND I MISS AMAL AZWANA,
baby girl no.1
AMAL, MANA KAU KAN?!?!?!?!?!
kau inda jealous kami liat bola tadi amal? jealous ah mal :p

TAKE NOTE!!!!!
KIDS! don't do this at home..
chances of you getting oink oink flu vewy vig!

2009-05-14T05:34:00.000-07:00

"don't worry. if anything happens, the MACGANAZ will always be ready to FACE whatever we might be facing", waie quote.

I LO'E THAT WAIE!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

Aku kan buat karangan bahasa melayu eh,
somehow i miss bahasa melayu. dua tahun sudah ku tinggalkan!

Nama saya Munab. Munab suka warna ungu tapi munab lebih suka makan.
saya tidak mempunyai seekor kucing kerana kucing ada bulu.
saya takut bulu kerana bulu makan saya macam dalam cerita monster inc.
dalam bahasa melayu, monster ialah gergasi atau gergasa.
saya suka ayam kerana ayam membuat ku tertawa.
jikalau saya ternampak ayam, di tepi halaman kampong..
saya akan tertawa kerana ayam adalah lucu.
lucu seperti kawan saya iaitu chong.
chong adalah kawan saya yang paling manis kerana dia suka makan gula-gula,
saya pun tidak tahu kenapa.
Ibu saya melarang saya dari memakan gula-gula kerana ianya boleh merosakan gigi.
gigi adalah sejenis bahan di mulut untuk menguyah.
saya sudah kerasaan bosan membuat karangan ini.
sampai di sini lah saja perhubungan kita.

NOW YOU KNOW WHY I GOT A C FOR MY MALAY!
so embarassing! aku orang melayu tapi melayu ku nda lawa.
aku lawa kan nanti ahh. aku kan skype. byeeee.

2009-05-09T21:31:00.000-07:00

We're suppose to be studying,
but we end up doing this!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
MANA KAMI BELAJAR!!!!
si mimi saja belajar :p
FUZAH, COME OVERR!!!!!

2009-05-08T20:27:00.000-07:00

12 types of females!

1. Ms. Gold-Digger

Advantages
a. You have some one to manage your money.
b. She always looks good.
c. She makes your other nigg-uh jealous.
d. She makes you look good.

Disadvantages
a. When you get broke she’ll be gone and take what you have left.
b. She makes sure she has a child by you to sue you for child support.
c. Once your nigg-uh comes up she’ll be on his arm the next day.

2. Ms. Freak (secret lover)

Advantages
a. She knows all the right positions.
b. She’ll try everything more than once.
c. You’re never unsatisfied.
d. She’ll do all the things your girl won’t do.
e. She doesn’t mind being your freak, as long as she catches one too.

Disadvantages
a. Eventually, b/c she’s a female, she’ll end up catching feelings.
b. She starts to act like she’s your “main”.
c. She fucks wit ya boy and act like you in the wrong for telling her that she’s a freak.
d. Eventually her shit gets old. And you need a replacement.

3. Ms. Independent

Advantages
a. You don’t have to worry about buying her anything. She got it.
b. She’s intelligent, sassy, confident and determined.
c. She’s great for (business) conversation.
d. She keeps it real and has goals.
e. She knows how to please a man.

Disadvantages
a. She will continuously let you know, that she can handle it on her own.
b. She will eventually say fuck you and get a dildo. haha
c. She will consider you another one her play toys, or goals.

4. Ms. Dime

Advantages
a. She’s top of the line.
b. She stays looking like a fantasy.
c. She has the body of a goddess with the face to match.
d. She considers herself a “model”
e. Gets you on hard whenever you see her.
f. All the girls envy her, but she doesn’t care.

Disadvantages
a. She’s superficial. She cares only about her looks.
b. She honestly lacks confidence and will annoy you about the way she looks.
c. She’s probably dumb as hell and if she’s not her personality is dry.
d. You have to constantly keep your game up b/c every nigga is gonna try to get her.

5. Ms. Tomboy

Advantages
a. She’s cool and laid back.
b. She’ll be willing to play rough with you.
c. Of course, she loves sports.
d. Her body is athletically divine.
e. She’s easy to talk to and fun to be around.
f. She’s a diamond in the rough.

Disadvantages
a. She’ll remind you too much of your nigg-uh.
b. She might not want to change her appearance.
c. She might actually beat you in basketball, football and track.

6. Ms. Ghetto

Advantages
a. She’s not afraid of any other female or male. She will fight to keep you.
b. She’s down for you. She’ll be there to bail you out of jail.
c. She’s always stays fresh.
d. She can cook up a storm. She can make the best out of a bad situation.
e. She keeps it real and keeps you satisfied.

Disadvantages
a. She doesn’t know how to act in public.
b. Your mama can’t stand her.
c. You get into with her every other second.
d. She’s willing to fight another girl looking at you or her PERIOD.
e. Her weave colors are distracting and her vocabulary is minimal.

7. Ms. Good Girl

Advantages
a. She’s always there for you.
b. She’s intelligent, classy, kind, sweet and cool.
c. Your mother loves her.
d. You can see yourself falling in love with her.
e. You are her first everything.
f. She makes you feel like a man.

Disadvantages
a. She’s an A or B situation either:
A. You’re not gonna get any until ya’ll are married or
B. She said she’s never done - she said she’s never tried - she’s sitting there telling a muthafukkin’ lie.

8. Ms. Main

Advantages
a. She is the one you respect.
b. She probably may know about the others but might not care.
c. She has all the qualities you want in a female.
d. You’ve been with her forever.

Disadvantages
a. She starts getting very suspicious and calls you every moment.
b. She will devise a plan to catch you in your act and then kick your ass

9. Ms. Psycho

Advantages
a. She’s fun and spontaneous.
b. She’s down to earth.
c. She loves you unconditionally.
d. Everything about her is too good to be true. So everyone loves her.
e. She makes you feel loved.

Disadvantages
a. Don’t you break up with her. She will stalk your ass.
b. She keeps pictures of you everywhere and knows everything about you.
c. She can manipulate the hell out of you.
d. She will consider herself wifey even if she may just be that chick on the side.
e. Fuckin’ with her can make your life a living hell.

10. Ms. I have a Man

Advantages
a. She may have a man but she’ll mess with you anyway.
b. She looks good.
c. You have an intense night of passion with her.

Disadvantages
a. She’ll always come crying to you about the problems with her man.
b. She’ll get you caught up and then leave you anyway for her man.
c. If you piss her off she’ll get her man to come beat your ass.
d. She’ll unofficially make you her man once she gets pissed off at her real man.

11. Ms. Tease

Advantages
a. She’s tempting and a nice piece of eye candy.
b. She’s intelligent, athletic, respectable and SEXXXXXXY.
c. She knows how to turn you on without touching you.
d. Everything she does is just so sensual.
e. She can bring you to that point and make you wait to get it.
f. Every time you see her you catch a mini orgasm.
g. Every nigga wants her b/c she’s so mysterious and that makes you want to get her first.

Disadvantages
a. NO matter what you think or do you never get it.
b. She probably has a long distance boyfriend somewhere that you will never know about.
c. She gets you hard and leaves you like that. (Unbearable)

12. MRS. RIGHT

Advantages
a. She is not sexy, fine, or a dyme she is Beautiful and therefore encompasses all of these descriptions.
b. She is intelligent, sassy, funny, outgoing, determined, strong and classy.
c. She can cook or at least order a meal that is just like your mother’s.
d. Her personality is just as beautiful as her body.
e. She believes in God and follows his virtues.
f. She knows that a relationship requires a 200% quota yet she gives her man an extra 10%.
g. She can please her man in anyway. Mentally, Spiritually, and Sexually.
h. She makes you recognize your full potential as a man and completes you.
i. She’s always there for, no matter what your dreams are.
j. She’s not afraid to tell you the truth and set you straight.
k. You can talk to her and confide in her, she’s your best friend.
l. You love being around her more than your boys.
m. You can share your most intimate moments with her without sex.
n. You can have a bad argument with her and have the BEST Mind Numbing and passionate love making fest ever.
o. She’s always willing to find a way to work out your problems and will often take most of your *bleep*. But she’s also intelligent enough to leave.
p. She’s nothing like any other girl you’ve met. She’s your woman.

Disadvantage
a. You’ve probably met her, or had her in your life but got too consumed with all the other types that you let her go

2009-05-07T21:47:00.000-07:00

HOW SWEET IS FAID CHONG???

MacFaid says:
*cuba ko baca pm ku...untk ko
*hahahaha

his PM is,
"You said you are not pretty.. yes, you are not pretty outside... but you are pretty in the inside and & beautiful outside".

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.
sweet darling ME atu..
sweet talker. HAHAHAHAHA. badui!

Kepada perempuan-perempuan di luar sana,
especially MAHFUZAH..
BE JEALOUS :D..

For once i feeeeel soo speciaaaal :p

2009-05-06T22:38:00.000-07:00

TALENTED!!!!
i'm so jealous of this dude..
watch this!

WHY Jealous?
cause he only played violin for two months
and he knows how to main lagu sudah..
THATS NOT IT!
He self-taught himself the violin!!!!!!!
(i know some of you guys will react.. WOW!!!! SHIIIIIITTTTT!!!)
hehehe. thats how i reacted..
I'll play violin as soon as everything is settle..
with my studies and MacGanaz.
I SHOULD HAVE GONE TO THE LIBRARY!!!!
naaaahhhh.. you see! i end up spending my time doing this..
for the sake of a talented dude!
OH YEAH! He's Bruneian jua..
KUDIN, kawan mu kahh?!

2009-05-04T21:58:00.000-07:00

MacGanaz Against Achi's team
and a random team.

While waiting for the opponents and munab especially :p

Puan puteri dari gunug gembala pun datang
untuk berjumpa dengan rakyatnya. haha.
puan puteri tapi membawa barang sendiri! bulehhh..

I like this photo..

Wazien in action..

Faid chong in action

ze captain in action again. im not sure whether he's the captain or not.
hahahaha. self-appointed!

5 mins break and tukar beb!

Second match, si wina..

Yeaaaahhhh Mal....
Yeaaaaahhhhh...

(8) I like the way you move (8)

Here i am stuck at home..
might as well blog about this..
By the way, those who would like to play against McGanaz,
please do tell arah my chat box..
will exchange our emails and so so.. hahaha..
pictures are taken by waie, so thanks waie :D

2009-04-30T19:57:00.000-07:00

PS BLOCK TWO SIUUUUUUUUUUUUKKK

because you have us!

HAHAHAHAHAHAH.
yatah ganya orang yang PS Block two ah!
siuuuuk pasal ada aku pulang tuu :p
HAHAHAHHA. marigali..
banarnya siuuk pasal sunyi supaya kami dapat belajar!
yatah calon-calon menteri ni kamu tiga orang di atas ah.
HAHAHAHAH. dont worry, we won't be suck up after we be one!
unlike those %!$@*!^#.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ONE OF THE GANGSTER,
AZYAN ZAINI :p
the girl who tolong me with my business and psycho work!
THANK YOU ZY :D
you're a true GANGSTER!
RESPECT NI KAN SI BRO AH! HAHAHAH. ewww..

Look at those tummy! i see sexy fats..
grrrrrrrr...

Birthday girl

The Gangster table!

Perempuan ani banyak orang takut ni..
kalau nampak, tunduk saja.
NEVER EVER EYE CONTACT SAMA IA..
you'll end up crying..
DONT DARE!!!!!
gangster table pun takut ni.. HAHAHAHAH..

With gangster and bodyguard :p
RESPECT! HAHAHAHA.

Siapa namanya ni kamu?? lelaki ahh..
si hanif kahh atau si didi? HAHAHAH
hai nif :p

The coolest people after me, of course :p.

Superstar bersama alai-alai..

hahahah. don't ask!

Duan, inda nampak muscle mu!
should re-take!

Amah bersama drebar bermesra-mesraan..
sabar! sabar! after school. hahaha.
aku keanehan sja kamu. haha.

My after school... BELAJAR!!!!
this girl di atas is soooooooo anehh!
ia bawa 5 gerisan ke sekolah, inda ku tahu kenapa.
a conversation between me and the girl yesterday...

mimi : jimaaah, sorry..
me : pasal?
mimi : jangan marah ah.. aku kana select jadi MP.
me : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

MENGAPA PULANG AKU MARAHH?!?!?!
and no guys, inda ku beliur kan jadi MP.
HAHAHAH. BIMBO BERABIS NI KAMU IA ANI!!!!
and kalau kan becali jangan arah sama si mimi,
mana ia faham tu. 6 to 10 mins baru ia get it tu!
HAHAHHAHA. sayang ku kan sodara ku seorang ani ehh..

This weekend is a healthy weekend
because will be going to the gym and main netball..
HAHAHAHAH..
check out the pictures!

Aziemah ismawi iaitu saya sendiri.
By the way kami tapuk-tapuk ambil gambar pasal kami takut
orang di sana marahi kami.
HAHAHAHAHA. loser wahh kami ani.

Amal Azwana, Vavy gurlzZz no.1

Mahfuzah, Vavy gurlzZz no.2
kami nada ambil gambar si mimi cause si mimi becerita sama
orang kerja fitness zone ah! hahaha.
sorry mi.

THE FUNNY PART!!!!
WHY?!
becauseeeeeee..................

LAPAS KE GYM, MAKAN DI SNOWHOUSE!
ohh wait! issit snowhouse atau snow ice?
highly recommended, the ice cream was great and the place was pretty.
YOU GUYS SHOULD TRY! hahaha.

thats not it kamuu..
after gym, makan pop corn chicken di KFC
and then SNOWHOUSE/SNOW ICE
after that MCDONALDS!!!!!
ngalih saja fat burning di gym. HAHAHAHAHA

NYAMAN!

THANK YOU MAL!!!!
pasal kau belanja..
FUZAH, kalau nanti si amal main netball kami mesti support
supaya ia belanja lagi! HAHAHAHAHAHA.

The ice-cream taste like coffee..
aku inda tahu apa namanya.. haha..

The Vavy gurlzZz.. HAHAHAHA
SHIT! annoying

SPOTTED AMAL AZWANA MAKAN ICE CREAM THE SECOND TIME!
hahahaha..
98% fats freeee or was it calories free?!
whateverr..

GUILTY!
after exercising.. HAHAHAHA..
KARANG LAGI kami main netball petang and ke gym malam.
bahh, i have to finish up my assignment!

2009-04-29T22:34:00.000-07:00

A VERY INTERESTING CONVERSATION

An Atheist Professor of Philosophy was speaking to his Class on the Problem Science has with GOD, the ALMIGHTY. He asked one of his New Christian students to stand and . . .

Professor : You are a Christian, aren't you, son?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So, you Believe in GOD?
Student : Absolutely, sir.
Professor : Is GOD Good?
Student : Sure.
Professor : Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL?
Student : Yes.
Professor : My Brother died of Cancer even though he prayed to GOD to Heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn't. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?

(Student was silent )

Professor : You can't answer, can you ? Let's start again, Young Fella. Is GOD Good?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Is Satan good?
Student : No.
Professor : Where does Satan come from?
Student : From . . . GOD . . .
Professor : That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Evil is everywhere, isn't it ? And GOD did make everything. Correct?
Student : Yes.
Professor : So who created evil?

(Student did not answer)

Professor : Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the World, don't they?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So, who Created them?

(Student had no answer)

Professor : Science says you have 5 Senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son . . . Have you ever seen GOD?
Student : No, sir.
Professor : Tell us if you have ever heard your GOD?
Student : No, sir.
Professor : Have you ever felt your GOD , tasted your GOD, smelt your GOD? Have you ever had any sensory perception of GOD for that matter?
Student : No, sir, I'm afraid I haven't.
Professor : Yet you still Believe in HIM?
Student : Yes.
Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student : Nothing. I only have my Faith.
Professor : Yes, Faith. And that is the Problem Science has.
Student : Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?
Professor : Yes.
Student : And is there such a thing as Cold?
Professor : Yes.
Student : No, sir. There isn't.

(The Lecture Theatre became very quiet with this turn of events)

Student : Sir, you can have Lots of Heat, even More Heat, Superheat, Mega Heat, White Heat, a Little Heat or No Heat. But we don't have anything called Cold. We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which
is No Heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as Cold. Cold is only a Word we use to describe the Absence of Heat. We cannot Measure Cold. Heat is Energy. Cold is Not the Opposite of Heat, sir, just the Absence of it.

(There was Pin-Drop Silence in the Lecture Theatre)

Student : What about Darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as Darkness?
Professor : Yes. What is Night if there isn't Darkness?
Student : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the Absence of Something. You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light . . . But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and its called Darkness, isn't it? In reality, Darkness isn't. If it is, were you would be able to make Darkness Darker, wouldn't you?
Professor : So what is the point you are making, Young Man ?
Student : Sir, my point is your Philosophical Premise is flawed.
Professor : Flawed? Can you explain how?
Student : Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality. You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a Good GOD and a Bad GOD. You are viewing the Concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can't even explain a Thought. It uses Electricity and Magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view Death as the Opposite of Life is to be ignorant of the fact that Death cannot exist as a Substantive Thing. Death is Not the Opposite of Life: just the Absence of it. Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your Students that they evolved from a Monkey?
Professor : If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes, of course, I do.
Student : Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?

(The Professor shook his head with a Smile, beginning to realize where the Argument was going )

Student : Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and Cannot even prove that this Process is an On-Going Endeavor, are you not teaching your Opinion, sir? Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?

(The Class was in Uproar )

Student : Is there anyone in the Class who has ever seen the Professor's Brain?

(The Class broke out into Laughter )

Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's Brain, Felt it, touched or Smelt it? . . . No one appears to have done so. So, according to the Established Rules of Empirical, Stable, demonstrable Protocol, Science says that You have No Brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your Lectures, sir?

(The Room was Silent. The Professor stared at the Student, his face unfathomable)

Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on Faith, son.
Student : That is it sir . . . Exactly! The Link between Man & GOD is FAITH. That is all that Keeps Things Alive and Moving.

NB:
That student was Albert Einstein :)

2009-04-28T00:56:00.000-07:00

CONGRATULATION for the engagement
Syazriah Manap ;D

Lawa camera ku atu ahh..
and no, we don't use professional camera.. huhuhu..

Susah hati ku meliat double chin ku atu ehh..
kan kurus ehh.. hahaha.. dari bila sudah ku cakap mcm atu ah?

I love this photo!

Her engagement ring..

Skype bersama tunangnya selepas di gelar tunang ;D

aku malas kan becakap banyak,
kamu ngalih membaca and aku ngalih bepikir sama mentype!
byeee babies.. play nice!

2009-04-25T20:44:00.000-07:00

April inda lagi batah abis kamuu..
THATS MEAN (HAHAHAHAH!!! aku cakap macam style cikgu ku)
I HAVE TO STUDY FOR MY 'AS' VERY SOON...
bila tu ah soon atu? macam the speed of light lah.. haha. wtfart

Starting with my business.. SHITNITZ! im totally lost..
macam baru jua few langkah masuk ke hutan sudah tia,
"aiii.. di mana tia tempat ku masuk ke hutan tadi? macam mana kan ku keluar?
buka baju? nya orang tua-tua, kalau sasat di hutan, buka baju".
haha. banar kah kamu theory orang tua-tua ah?
anyways, macam atu tah rasa ku sama business..
hahahaha..
I SERIOUSLY NEED A TUTION CLASS FOR THIS..

Psychology was alright..
is just that i have problem with answering the questions
esp when they asked abt the results and conclusion..
but insyallah, i can work out with that by october.. hehe..

Maths yang aku paling suka cause MORE MORE PRACTISE!
then i'll do great.. hahaha..
mudahan jua ku inda lupa..

Its saturday night, here i am writing about this..
how sad is my life?
bahh aku kan buat maths lah daripada ku menalur macam ani..
goodbye my lover.. goodbye my friends..

2009-04-23T21:01:00.000-07:00

I have a dream..
My dream is to play in orchestra..
Nanti aku kawin, aku mahu ada orchestra eh..
cool kan tu kamuu? hehe..

Jealous ku meliat gambar ani ehh..
aku kambang bulu kalau meliat orchestra main..
I WANT TO BE A PART OF IT!!!!

Aku mahu jadi the first bruneian yang famous,
main di orchestra ehh..
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH. aku ketawa sendiri wahh eh..
banyak angan-angan ani ehh.. SIUUKK angan-angan ani..

And you know, ada orang terkajut pasal aku suka JAZZ!
his reaction was so funny! hahahaha.
YAY!!! Esok no school bebeh..

Today, i had a bad day.. macam all classes that i went today..
semua kana marahi.. PRESSURE!!! STRESS KU!!!!!
went back home, my dad made fun of my mom cause my mom's voice ilang
and suaranya macam itik (Donald duck)..
hahahah. cali lahh.. So they made my day!

Some friends are getting annoying and some even cross the bondaries..
Fuck to those who once told me, "i'll always be there for you whenever you need me".
and when i told that someone, her/him reaction was only "Oohh.."
and then again she/he said "if you need me, i'll always be there for you"
GOSHH!!! I FEEL SO STUPID FOR TELLING THOSE KIND OF PEOPLE..
friends aren't always there for you all the time.

Whatever..

2009-04-22T02:51:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO AIMI NASRIAH..
senyuman mu selalu di ingatan ku,
kerana aku adalah sodara mu yang paling manis

di antara segala pemanis :D

No matter how old is she,
she's still in LOVE with square pants..
but she loves me more, of course :p.

but she loves me more, of course :p.
when you come and think about it, WHO DOESN'T LOVE MUNAB?!
HAHAHAHAHAH :p. *slap me

Aimi bersama kawan-kawannya..

Aimi bersama budak-budak istimewa di hati aimi :D.
kan mieh? kan? kan? kan?
After aimi's surprise cake, had to rush to the swimming pool untuk cari si fuzah
cause we got selected to watch the HSBC young entrepreneur awards.
free cinema tickets (only for fuzah).
free foods.
free pendrive. the pendrive is kinda cool. haha.
and FUZAH! aku punya tukar warna merah and THANK YOU for the ride..
You're my hero :p
You're not just my hero but you're my angle from above..
you're my life saver! HAHAHAH. just like si sumah to you!
*hint. vavy, vila you belanza me tengok wayang? HAHAHA. skill.

Exactly 5 years ago was the last time i saw my brother, iman.
if only you're still here with us..

it will complete this photo :D

this picture was taken five years ago, january.

my ugly little sister and my little brother.
guess whos the olders among this two?
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ze boy!
shadek ketuhan bah dari damit sudah rupanya..
hahahahaha..

This is something interesting...

Dresses made up from condoms! its called condoms dress
hahahaha.. COOL ah kamu..
so girls out there, WOULD YOU WEAR THIS DRESS?
you tell me, it doesn't matter what your name is.
kamu, aku terimagine ada orang memakai bah,
sekali other people come up to her ask for protections!
hahaha. macam bejual lang.

aku tahu some of you guys rindu aku..
and kamu sanak aku post videos saja yatah post ku hari ani special sikit.
BUT i'll end today punya post with amal's video.
amal azwana, MY BFF! HAHAHAHA.
sudahh tah sampai ke sana ahh.
naaaahhh, liat tah kamu anak orang putih ayong ah.
lapas kamu meliat, ikut ayong kamu jua ni. confirm!

2009-04-20T04:30:00.000-07:00

Singaporean Jokes...

Two rich men were talking over coffee one day and one of them said to the other one "Hey I tell you my driver is really stupid... you don't believe?

Let me show you." and he called his driver Ah Beng over and said "Ah Beng, here is a 10 dollar note, go to the car showroom and buy me a Mercedes." to which Ah Beng replied, "Yes Sir! right away!" and rushed off to the showroom.

The rich man turned to his friend and said, "See, I told you he was stupid." The other rich man said, "That's nothing, you want to see stupid, I will show you stupid." and he called his driver, Ali. "Ali, go home now and check to see if I'm at home." to which Ali said, "Yes Sir, right away Sir." and ran home. "See what I told you? He doesn't even have enough brains to know that I cannot be at home if I am here."

Later on, the two drivers met on the road. Ah Beng said to Ali, "Eh, you know my boss is sooo stupid. He gave me 10 dollars and ask me to go to the car showroom and buy him a Mercedes..... Doesn't he know that today is Sunday lah, the showroom is closed!"

Ali replied, "You think he is stupid ah? My boss lagi worse, he asked me to go home to check if he is at home.... He got hand phone what, can just call up to check lah!!!!"

HAHAHAHAH. siao kew tiew!

2009-04-18T03:40:00.001-07:00

Syukur alhamdulilah,
THERES NO SCHOOL TOM!
DON'T YOU JUST LOVE SATURDAY..
the smell of saturday.. the taste of saturday.. the feeling that today is saturday..
HAHAHAHA. WTHECK am i talking about.
and no, i don't like the saturdays cause they're so annoying.
me and my heart theres no issue!!!!

DON'T YOU JUST LOVE PINOY?!!!
I LOVE FILIPINOS!!!!
even though most of their movies are BADUI(corny)!!!!!!!!
i miss my pinoy boy. hehe.
and of course, i miss my singaporian badui boy :D :D
ehh anu bah, that dude bah yang menyanyi ah..
he looks like HAKIM CHERRY, kan? kan?
hahahaha

(8) i just want you~ you~ you~ (8)

I cant wait for tom with my PTEM GIRLS! essehmen, aku ada kawan kaliah.
jangan kau hina di sana atu. huhuh.

2009-04-14T04:35:00.000-07:00

The baby in the video reminds me of my sister, sabreena!
HAHAHAH. nahh, macam kau lagi damit.
nanti tah aku scan gambar mu yang kau posing maut ah!
sekali aku post sini. mama cakap, cita-cita mu dulu kan jadi stewardess
yatah kau begambar macam atu. ani kenapa tia?! HAHAHA.

kiuuuutt ah? belabih. rasa kan ku gigit!
something funny happened today and shitznitz, I MISS SCHOOL esp psychology!

2009-04-11T08:59:00.000-07:00

I kept on singing...
(8) kau memang cantik dan juga lucu. cukup sudah~ ku kata kan~ (8)
i've been looking for that song in the internet and finally!
ze boyfriend looked for me and now, he's annoyed. hahah.
thank you bebeh!
MY OLD TIME FAVORITE! classic ni lagu ku ani.
masa ani chris brown, dulu ada glen fredly.
and i didn't know he's a christian until i watched this video.

Macam ala-ala backstreet boys ahh?
ze boy friend said, " are you sure he's the real singer? he looks like my driver when i was in malaysia last year". so mean lah you!
he's the love of my life kaliahh! USULNYA MACAM WESTLIFE KALIAH!
siapa namanya tu? si sean? shawe? shawty? inda ku tahu eh.
jangan di pajal.
i swear to god, siapa cakap ia mcm driber atau gay..
ilang kepala mu tu.
ku peduli apa?! aku iban! this is how we roll bebeh! hahah.
bye babies. and thanks baby!

2009-04-10T02:18:00.000-07:00

Didn't go to school yesterday cause i'm not feeling well.
GUESS WHAT?!
MY DAY IS INCOMPLETE..
pasal si elly inda marahi aku kemarin! HAHAHAHA.
My GP presentation is in 5 days,
me and liah still don't have any information to present
we can't find anything in the internet.
the topic that we're going to present is MOVING PICTURES!
bloody heck! i don't know anything about moving pictures.
all i know is people take a picture of me and i smile in front of the camera.
huhuh. apaaaan, inda masuk akal.

lalalalalalalala...
the beauty of life...
im out, theres nothing to tell baa. bye babies!

2009-04-06T03:37:00.000-07:00

A 15 year old girl who slept with men over 300 times
because she's a playerrr!
Mun ada orang macam atu bah, jangan tah di bangga kan eh.
kesian mamanya. WATCH THIS!!!
then you'll understand what i meant

Sanak jua ku the way she talks ehh..
rasa kan ku sumbat selipar arah mulutnya.
KONGHAJA arah idung, bisai taah tu?
mun adiku (pebaik kaka ku) macam atu, ku tampar belipat tu ah
sampai masuk ke Al 'islah.
INDA KU MENYURUH YA KUAR! huhuhuh.
inda mental :p.

Before i go, i would like to greet this people a happy birthday
to the April babies!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY
to my junior high school best friend, Dayang Samihah Syafiqah..
I know we've been delaying our 'date',
i'll make it up to you as soon as i can :). i miss you bangang girl.

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY
to my uncle, HAJI KHAIRUL AZMI.
ADANG TAH KAN BEJALAN SAJAAA!!!
SADAR TAHH!!!! SAAAAAAAAAADAAARRRR!!!!!
i hope you like the surprise! hahahaha :p

Last but not least,
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY to JAMINA JAMICAN!
BABY GIRL!!! i misssss you woman.
haven't heard from you for a very long time, we will go out SOON!
atupun kalau mina inda sibuk, you atu lagi selalu sibuk!
mengalahkan business woman yang bekerja di minyak shell ah.
rindu me kan becakap sma you jamina!!!!

WE LOVE YOU APRIL BABIES!!!!!!

2009-04-01T07:28:00.000-07:00

YOU KNOW WHATS ANNOYING?!

THIS SONG is STUCK in MY MIND!!!

So WHAT?!

I HATE Hilary Duff.
I used to like her back in Lizzie McGuire series.
Pasal si pijul slalu annoyed aku kan si hilary atu kali. HAHAHAHA.
sudahh tah kalau macam atu.

2009-03-31T07:20:00.000-07:00

Yesterday during psychology, we were discussing on image, brain and things like that. Wal asked a random question which was, "Do blind people dream?". which got me thinking so i asked my psychology tutor, ia pun inda tahu. She tell me to find out. We were planning to questions them tapi entah, macam rude jua tu betanya "eh kamu orang buta ada mimpi kah?". lain jua tu kan di tanya. I finally got the chance to sit infront of my laptop and GOOGLE!!! Just incase you guys are wondering, heres what i found out...

I considered answering your question myself, but decided that you might prefer an answer straight from the source. So I passed your question on to my friend, Laurie, who has been blind since she was fairly young. Here’s what she had to say:

" Yes, blind people do dream. What they see in their dreams depends on how much they could ever see. If someone has been totally blind since birth, they only have auditory dreams. If someone such as I, has had a measure of sight, then that person dreams with that measure of sight. I still dream as though I can see, colors included. For people I’ve met since, their faces are just blurs or how I imagine they look. To me, someone like my mother looks forever 30. "

Thanks Laurie!

-Tamara

INTERESTING, isn't it? just some general knowledge for most of you guys. Hee =D.

2009-03-28T22:08:00.000-07:00

Just got back from Anggerek,
seperti biasa lah kalau musim AF.
all my aunts, uncle and cousins would go there just to watch AF.
meliat ramai-ramai, menangis ramai-ramai, ketawa ramai-ramai.
mana-mana saja lah.
heres the thing about AF, yang ku sasak berabis.
When the host (AC Mizal/Aznil) asked,
"apakah rasa anda jikalau si siput keluar", ia tanya arah unta lahh misalannya.
the same every week punya jawapan,
"saya akan merasa sedih dan kehilangan seorg kawan".
which i think the answer is BULLSHIT!!!!!
everything in this world jadi competition sudah
termasuk siapa punya boy friend handsome? siapa punya spendet byk bunga and warnanya lain daripada lain pun jadi competition sudah masa ani.
Back to my AF punya celita,
APA PATUT DURANG JAWAP KALAU KANA TANYA THAT QUESTION?
EASYY MAN!!!!
"saya amat lah gembira kerana less competitor".
THATS THE SPIRIT BITCH!!!
aku suka tuu mendangar, altho some may say "baiee jua bini2/laki2 ani"
PAKKK YOU!!!! this is a competition. huhuh.

everybody wants to be president,
everybody wants to run the country/company,
everybody wants to change the world,
everything is competition!!!!
if you're the best, thats not enough.
you have to be the best among the best.

2009-03-26T22:27:00.000-07:00

Something i would love to share!
i got this video from sasmonroe, one of my favourite blogger.
i've been watching their videos in you tube pulang,
cool ah kamu..
anak beranak semua pandai nyanyi, jealous ku.
i wonder if wajih, bahzi and muj can sing like them.
lawa lagi tu suara durang semua.
BAH!!! YOU BETTER WATCH THIS!!!
nyasal kamu mun inda.

Title: Battle That We Never Won

once there was an imposible mission.
Of this girl’s elimination ….
This mission was, to catch this girl …
Gods beautiful creation ..

the day we met was on a monday….
then I colapsed to this beautiful lady….
she was a stunner a perfect grade A.
She came up to me, just to say ..

She said, hello baby…
How about a dance with a beautiful lady..
I couldn’t resist, she was SO DAMN SEXY …
She caught my eye, just like the girl on t.v

So we dance NA NA NA NA …
Then we Talked Bla Bla Bla Bla
Then her lips moved, she said to mee.
See you next time BYE BYE HONEY ./…

So I chased after her, Her skin was soft just like fur,
How can she be a CRIMINAL when she was a pretty ANGEL
She went out the backdoor, over the roof her dress she tore,
She ran as fast as fast she could, running away Just Like i would.
All i wanted to do was to give her love,
cause she was flying like the dove from above,
she aint buying it, shes ready to bite,
That night ended with a fight.

Why couldn’t she say… O O Baby
How about a dance with a beautiful lady..
It wont happen she was SO DAMN SEXY …
She caught my eye, just like the GIRL ON T.V

This story might be crazy, about this beauty fancy lady.
Shame she was bad i was to balme, i will never feel the same
Aziz Rahim Brothers baby, Gladiators we not lazy
Damn i thought she was fine until her fist caught my eye.

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kiuuuuuuutt ehh si ajis ahh!!!!
if only i have a little brother...
oh well, at least we still have anita serawak wannabe at home.
hahahah. i'm referring to shadek.
i think i should video her singing and simpan di youtube,
supaya ia diam! HAHAHAHAH.
macam mana kaka atui?! are you with me?
i think we should do that supaya ia diam.

2009-03-25T08:58:00.001-07:00

Its 12.33 AM,
I'm craving for ...... YOU!!!!

Apple Crumble with vanilla ice cream on top.
siapa mahu dangani aku makan di swensens?
dangani saja tapi inda boleh makan. huhuh.
nada wahh.

Nasi Ayam sama ayam yang lawa.
the picture doesn't look that appetizing tho.
ayamnya saja lawa.
my definition of ayam lawa is ayam yang isi.

Lapar ku ehh!!!!
yatah membari malas buat revision malam-malam ani ah,
membari lapar wahh.
Aku selalu lapar after belajar, inda ku tahu mengapa.
mun sekiranya aku di luar negeri bah (AMIN),
macam mana ku makan after belajar?
aku inda pandai masak, aku pandai bake saja.
cari boy friend pandai masak ku eh.
ehh wait! cari LAKI pandai masak ku eh.
me cari duit, u masak, apa macam?! (reffering to ze boy friend)
for now, you kerja untuk KAWIN saja lah! HAHAHAHA.
odaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh.. belajar dulu! belajar dulu!

2009-03-24T07:49:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST BEST FRIEND,
NURUL HAZIQAH SUFFIAN..

You're one year older.
YOU'RE OFFICIALLY OLD, WOMAN!!!!!
minta maap minta ampun bagi orang yang sudah mencacah umur 18.
gilaaaaaaaaaa, aku kenal bini2 ani masa umur ku 14 bah.
basar tia sudahh.
lakas-lakastah berakal lapas atu KAWIN!
name your ank after me, pleaseeee :p

bahh dapat kan license atu laju2, supaya you dapat bawa me LUNCH!
masa sekolah. huhuhu.
siuuuuuuuuuukk ehh kamu ahh.
inda payah ku drive nanti, kalau kan jalan, me call sja kamu!
hehehehe.

You may not remember this,
this is our first photo taken together back in form 4.
hehehe.
remember the first question you asked me instead of asking whats my name?
hahahah. im not gonna say it here cause krg that asshole baca.
hahahaha. isn't that obvious already? LOL

Your 18th advanced birthday!
your pleasure :D
atleast you had fun, right?!

You're my Best Friend,
my companion, through good times and bad
my friend, my buddy,
through happy and sad,
beside me you stand, beside me you walk,
you're there to listen, you're there to talk,
with happiness, with smiles,
with pain and tears,
I know you'll be there,
throughout the years!

Because we are BEST FRIEND, we do silly things together.
HAHAHAHA. sounds funny!
but thaaaaaaaaat is sooo true, right? hahaha.
bila minum? :p
I LOVE YOU WOMAN!!!!
Hopefully you're having fun with your boy friend today :)
"Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say."

2009-03-20T02:32:00.000-07:00

Mulat Bulat Vulat Wulat Gulambirr..
huhuhuh.
aku gunting rambut!

My new hair! hahaha. cali ah?
tapi siuuuukk kamuuu, ringan!!!
selama ani leher ku sangal pasal rambut ku barat.
kadang-kadang aku migrain cause aku ikat rambut ku, rambut ku barat ah.

Bida ehh!!! nampak muka ku bulat. hahah.
inda apa, its better now before orang kawin.

2009-03-19T21:43:00.000-07:00

You know when i'm all fucked up, depressed, down or shit like that.
and i don't have friends to talk to.
it's either i play the violin and cry
ORRRR
Listen to this kind of instrumental.

I feel calm, cool or peace. hahaha.
i am here to tell you that YOU DON'T NEED TO SMOKE WEED TO FEEL GOOD
OR TO DRINK ANY ALCOHOL DRINKS.
that don't bring you else where.
Different people is different. fuck different-ness.
Theres one more thing, even though you found a true friend out there.
They're not gonna always be there for you whenever you're having problem.
You have to learn to listen, to solve on your own problems.
Not everybody is trust-worthy.
and EVERYTHING ISN'T JUST ALL ABOUT YOU, YOU KNOW!!!!!

2009-03-18T03:40:00.000-07:00

Theres alot of drama have been going on in school and i am happy to say,
SCHOOL IS OVER FOR THE FIRST TERM!!!!!!
before i say anything bad, let's dance for a bit. shall we?

I love this feeling!!!
the feelings where there is no school tom but theres still homework.
I LOVE HOMEWORK than school. haha.
aku inda suka sekolah pasal most of the time, aku alone.
even though my boy friend and my best friend is there.
Speaking of boy friend, I FOUND ONE!!!
my new boy friend is maths and my new best friend is calculator!
HAHAHAHAH. kesian kan aku ani? loser rasa ku eh.
loser will end up being menteri one day so don't worry. hahah.
aku kan belajar untuk AS ku,
supaya aku inda payah buat june lagi kalau results ku lawa.
june boleh ke hingland. ehh wait, woooiii nahh!!! bila kau graduate ani kan?
belajar mesti ada aim(s). hehe.

(8) Dance~ Dance~ all night long (8)

i go mandi now, i have tution later.
HAVE A GREAT HOLIDAY PEOPLE!!!